No Matter How Crazy You Are...

[jtomsy]

There's always someone crazier.

Here I am, listening to this NQ Arbuckle song, that is absolutely fabulous and on the one hand, I identify with it and on the other, it makes me feel so sane.

Sun's hanging low on the dashboard
And the clouds touch the mountains in the sky
And the heater's a joke in this old car
And I haven't been home in a while

And I can see your bedroom light kind of flicker
Against the night sky
And I can't even breathe when you're not around
I'm so crazy for you

I know that I'm so much better than this
And I smoked so many cigarettes, I'm out of breath
And the dishes are dirty and my life's a mess
Please take me away from this hopelessness

And you promised that there would be breakfast
And I wrap my arms in your hair
And I'd love you forever if you'd let me
And I'd love you even though you don't care

And I can see your bedroom light kind of flicker
Against the night sky
And I can't even breathe when you're not around
I'm so crazy for you
I'd burn your house down

Why, why can't I just float away
I wish that I could just float away
Why, why can't I just float away

Turn on the headlights, turn the car on
Light up the candles and lay the cards down
Cough up the smoke and set fire to the sun
Oh my God, oh my God
What have I done?

'Cause I can see your bedroom light kind of flicker
Against the night sky
And I can't even breathe when you're not around
I'm so crazy for you
I'd burn your house down

I saw a deer on my way to work today. It was splendid.