Last night at Chords, kind of a downer, not really busy. Oh well, I can chalk it up to one graduation, and a lot of people partied right after the ceremony. Or if they didn't there, Fatty J's is quite the college age hang out spot. Two, being today is Mother's Day, many people could have gone home to see good old ma (speaking of which, has ( Read more... )

Knowing you have feelings for someone that you know you have no business being with is hard. I really am not in the mood to go through the same heartache I finally got over. I really, really hate it. I still have feelings for someone else, but that to is somewhat of a dead end, I think. She is the type of person though that if she doesn't date ( Read more... )

Most of the time I'm feeling pretty secure about myself, and not so lonely. While I'd don't have some sort of abondonment issues, I do have that feeling of loneliness today. I guess the question is how does somebody have a long term relationship, I've seen them, and I know of people being married well over 60 years. Hopefully, I'll figure out ( Read more... )

Sort of feeling a little paranoid. Apparently there is a rumor that I have applied to dj at Brocks. This is totally untrue. However I am a little flattered that Brocks may have heard of me. I yes did have a few drinks last night, however they were made much to strong, and yes, I ended up needing a ride back. I however was aware of exactly what ( Read more... )

Ok this is going to sound a little selfish and inconsiderate, but as far as I'm concerned it must be stated. Yes, Becky and I went on ONE very small and extremely casual date. My intentions were to watch a movie and that was what we did. However what I don't appreciate is how a few people really butted in something that I really think these ( Read more... )

Well, decided after waking up with quite the cough on Sunday morning that I have smoked my last cigarette. Last night was quite a hellish sleep, which I found quite awkward because I was drowsy all day yesterday. Even though I'm a little cloudy in the head from the withdrawl, I find that the small bit of cardio I did yesterday, plus not smoking ( Read more... )

Getting to the point where the Tuesday gig at Chords is a waste. A lot of effort and no reward. Working every day this week at school, which is nice because it's money, however strange that the week back from spring break, all the teachers are already taking off. I'm beginning to really think this town sucks, and it's time for me to move, but ( Read more... )

So last night I'm at chords, just minding my own, bored, of course. I go for the main fact that at least I knew Andrew downtown, and it was someone to talk to for at least a little while. So two women come in, who are considerably older than I am. The one who claims she is shy, tells Andrew the only reason she came to this bar was because of ( Read more... )

Well today is Chachi's birthday, so a happy birthday to him. Not to much on the front here, a little this and a little that. A little tired from being out for the past 4 days straight, and will be out again tonight and tomorrow night - I'm turning into Derm. Haha - no offense. Looks like things have smoothed over a bit between Ceremony and I, ( Read more... )

Currently on a planning period. Subbing for band today. A little boring, watching a video that I have seen multiple times, when I myself was in band, and now as a sub, I've seen it close to a dozen times, filling in for Mrs. Davis. Kids are ok I guess, considering they really need a spring break. They are tired and very uninspired to do much of ( Read more... )