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[jtthomas]

we were supposed to be eating dinner at my house that night. we were celebrating something, i don't even remember what it was now, but it was something very miniscule. it was really just an excuse for us to be together and to feel like there was some special occasion. i was getting dinner ready, sporting an oh-so-homosexual-looking apron. i had

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[nickolas_carter]

Something similar happened to me not too long ago, except my break up was recent and the wounds were still new, and I didn't understand what was going on. I still don't, in a way. You broke my heart, left me out in the cold, and you want to know how I'm doing? Why? I wanted to know why about a lot of things, but it wasn't as if I would actually believe anything that came out of his mouth.

Anyway. I don't know why I said all of that, but I hope he leaves you alone for good this time. You don't deserve to have that wound ripped open again.

[jtthomas]

i'm sorry to hear that. it's tough when you're wanting answers, but can't get them, or can't really understand enough to accept them. if you ever need to talk about it, you know where i'm at. i've, obviously, been there before, and can understand where you're coming from. how you're feeling.

thank you, and i hope your wound continues to heal. because you deserve for it to.

[nickolas_carter]

Thank you for the offer. I might just take you up on it one day.

You're more than welcome.

[jtthomas]

good, i hope you will.

[_emilyhaines]

You're still young - don't worry. You'll find someone who can appreciate you in all your complexity and find joy in the unravelling. I don't mean that to sound condescending, but some people are simply surface, and they're not interested in anything below.

Or, as Oscar Wilde said: (paraphrased) "All art is at once surface and symbol. Those who look beyond the surface do so at their own risk."

[jtthomas]

no, you're right. some people just aren't interested in what matters. i like that quote.

Sugar pie, honey bunch....

[raleighcook]

Sigh, you. You know mainly what I feel on this subject because we talked about it yesterday. And I feel like you're going to punch me if I say it all again. So, I'll be quick. You are an amazing man, with traits most people only dream about. You're caring and you're heart touches people. If he didn't see that, screw him. You don't need people like that. The people who are worth it will see you as you are truly are. A gem. A rare find. Beautiful. I fucking love you, kid. Never forget that.

Re: Sugar pie, honey bunch....

[jtthomas]

thank you so much, rachael, for everything. i almost don't even know what to say, because anything i feel like saying, i've already said to you a billion times in the past few days. you're so great to me, though, and i appreciate that so much more than you know. and thank you for being patient with me tonight, about the small incident. and i love you. you're just so great.

[k_porter]

Hi. This is the obligatory comment to let you know that I've heard you were a good read and that I'm adding you. So, hi.

[jtthomas]

hey, i'll add you back.

[susieward]

This is a comment to tell you that I think you are the cutest thing in the world. I think of you everytime I watch The Lion King. I've added you.

[jtthomas]

thank you, i'm glad you decided to show up. i loved sunset beach.

[susieward]

You are welcome. Then it's a mutual adoration. How are you?

[jtthomas]

i'm all right, thanks. how are you?