Comments | juan_hunkyguy: WHY ME?

juan_hunkyguy

WHY ME?

Jul 03, 2004 22:06

I hate the army it is absolutly a pain in the ass, I just get an email today that I have drill the 10th and 11th...that is the same weekend as Warped Tour and I can't miss drill because of us getting deployed we can't miss any drills because we has so much prep work to do. This last week as sucked I've been depressed and just doing the thing I do ( Read more... )

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a_case_of_jess July 4 2004, 16:11:18 UTC

i feel you trav. it's just so much easier to turn away from things than it is to fully let yourself embrace them because you protect yourself from the vulnerability that comes along with rejection or feeling in some way let down. but it's just really hard for me to hear that you feel so alone right now (whether it is intentional or unintentional). i just want to be here for you now and i'm sure everyone in your life does. you need the people you love and those who love you back more than ever and i really hope that you can find it deep within yourself to just let people in and let them care. i care about you so much and i know that brooke, jenna, and anne do as well. it is so hard for us to know that you are going to iraq in a month, i cannot even explain. i just hope you realize how much you mean to us and how much we want to be here for you right now and always.

please visit riachuela July 4 2004, 20:20:30 UTC

Come down to Tacoma, Travis. We won't drink so things won't get to rough fot either of us. It's true that we're all having a hard time letting you go to Iraq. I'm tempted to kidnap you and then it wouldn't be your fault if you didn't go. I'd go to prison and stuff, but whatever. I cried when I saw Farenheit 911 because I saw your face on every single soldier he interviewed. I almost had to leave the theatre. I cried in the car the other day listening to a story on NPR about a soldier who had the chance to see his daughter's graduation thanks to a webcam that was donated by some company. I'm not telling you this to make you feel sorry for me, I'm telling you so you know that you are on my mind so much and so you remember that I care about you more than you might realize ( ... )