everything is getting back to "normal"-you know as far as normal goes with us. i miss her so much. i know she knows im sorry but i just wish there was still some way i could let her feel the way i do to let her know how sorry i really am. i put a wall between us. i hate it. and its my fault. as she said i did it to make myself happy, and i mean it ( Read more... )

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oh how fun!

mmmmmmk....

19/20 on the spanish thing...i forgot one word that i didnt even think about saying. thas ok though! i deff. stress too much

didnt do my speaking thing in spanish today. gotta do that today. like after school dont need another zero for anything. talked to phil yesterday. it was a good talk i guess. im cool with me and him being friends but i dont like it when he preaches to me. its not fun. pizza chef was good last night. pizza. jr high boys giggling at sec. me and sec. ( Read more... )

why do you want to do this? i told you not right now. its just too much to handle, and i want you to know the truth even though ive told you a thousand times! we're not together, ive seen him a few times in passing and talked to him on the phone but nothing of what you "heard" about "us". theres not an us, so dont think there is. you told me not to ( Read more... )

why are you still my friends? i dont deserve you and yall dont deserve what i put yall through. you dont need me. you got along without me before maybe yall should go back to what everything was before we met. it was easier for you that way. its a good idea, better for yall then i wont put you into situations that could hurt your friendships and ( Read more... )