Lately I have been feeling as if life has been slowly leaving my body. Who or what causes this feeling is beyond me...but the feeling is very strange. My purpose in life is becoming more and more blurred and distorted as the days progress. Sometimes I will ask a higher power for guidance, but ultimately the answer is always the same...make your ( Read more... )

Today was my last and longest day of the work week. I get tomorrow off and then it starts ALL over again. It's not that bad though, next week I get two days off!! They're shitty days (monday and tuesday) but they're days off nonetheless ( Read more... )

Today was the 4th of July, and while I'm sure many people had a care-free fun day and I'm sure many made memories on this day...I was not one of them. I had to work, but that is the story of my life ( Read more... )

When I woke up this morning we had a sky that was very Feng Shui. This sky was made up of three layers: brush stroke-like clouds, a blue sky, and the sun. Each of them complimented the others and made it seem like everything was exactly where it was supposed to be ( Read more... )

Today was not my day. In fact, the last couple of days really haven't been mine. Yesterday I was late for class and missed out on a quiz. Later when we took our break I came back late from that too. Nobody noticed, until some ass hole said, "you're just being late all around today aren't you," to which the teacher replied, "today's just not ( Read more... )

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I have once again begun my "comical in nature" attempts at getting fired. You see, the beauty is in the details. It's gotten to the point where I can't remember the last time I was on time for work. Lately I've been making patters. For example, my time sheet is as follows: 5:05, 5:04, 5:03, 5:02, 5:01, 5:02, 12:03. As you can see it's a ( Read more... )

So summer school started. It's fun! I'm in two classes (health and political science). Sure it's a lot of reading, A LOT, and sure it's a lot of work, but I only have to hang in there for a while. It's been really hard for me because I have to wake up at 6:50 and i havent done that since highschool ( Read more... )

So times have been tough. A lot of work a lot of self reflection and a lot of self doubt...but you know what, it's not that bad. In fact, it's not bad at all and I'm grateful for that. I'm grateful for my family, my friends, my dog, and for mind. As bad as I may think my situation is, I can still get up in the morning and start all over, but at ( Read more... )

Lately I've wanted some alone time...even though another part of me KNOWS that alone time is NOT what I want. Until I figure out what the hell is going on though...I'll just keep it cool ( Read more... )