I don't have the internet anymore, and I honestly don't think I'll be getting it back anytime soon. Maybe now I'll ACTUALLY see the light of day, maybe now I'll get myself a life....or better yet a girlfriend...but I doubt it. Anyways, see ya.

I opened up my fortune cookie, and this is the fortune it brought to me...
"Carve your name on your heart and not on marble."

...now I'm not exactly sure what that means, but it sounds deep.

I'm at a low right now. I've noticed that my depression is an odd one, it almost feels euphoric when it sets in, like some kind of lonely high. Could it be that I'm that far detached from everyone else? By no means am I a good friend, but I try. I still find myself alone though, and I think that's how it'll be for a while. The only good part ( Read more... )

Today is shaping up to be quite an eventful day. Most people might think I'm stupid, but I find my wisdom in life. Take today for example: Speech class was different in the sense that our professor gave a speech about the decay of our world. It was very good, it did everything a good speech should do. He talked about how as americans, we are ( Read more... )

"This is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind...let it be something good ( Read more... )

I've been feeling pretty good lately. I'm not sure if it's because I've learned to cope with things or if it's because I just don't care anymore, but that's not important. What's way cool is the fact that I'm much more motivated now, I think I might even be a megalomaniac. I want to accomplish so many things. There might be reasons to be down ( Read more... )

So I was hanging out at school today when I got bored and decided to be a little adventurous. I figured out what class she was in and at what time they got out. So we devised a genius plot that would ultimately cause me to "bump" into her. Everything was plotted out, down to the very last detail. Except we never figured she'd run to the car...I ( Read more... )

Nothing much to report today, except for the fact that I was a big fat vagina today. This is because the most beautiful girl walked past me alone, and once again, I froze like a deer in the headlights. I hate myself more than words can say right now.

Needless to say, monday was a pretty shitty day. But it's all in how you take the hits (does that make any sense?). It's true that monday sucked ass, but I'm still alive and well, and you know what...today was a new day, and it went pretty good. The best part about today was getting my car back. My mind is truly changed, even my heart is ( Read more... )

The car I was borrowing broke down yesterday. It couldn't have happened at a worse time. It was almost scripted, like a movie. It started with a trickle of orange stuff that I noticed in the morning, but I made it to school just fine. We didn't go out to eat cuz Bernadette was coooooold with no jacket, and saddly I didn't have one to offer, so ( Read more... )