I Fucking Hate Conundrums.

[juggaloco4life]

what the fuck is one supposed to do when one is gripped by a terrible habit which caused them to drive away everything and everyone that matters to them, and yet that same habit is the only thing that can get rid of the pain of it all?

damn the creator for allowing such things to be possible.

Comments

[ex_undergro]

ask for help. not only will you become a stronger, better person you'll find out who your true friends are, & you won't have to put up with other peoples shit any more.

[juggaloco4life]

i'm afraid you dont understand. it's my own shit i have to put up with, not anyone else's. i did this to myself, and it's no one's fault but my own. but yet i cant seem to stop drinking.

[ex_undergro]

go to aa?

[juggaloco4life]

i dont like to rely on strangers. aa is all about admitting that you're doing wrong and what a fuck-up you've been, and i've already done that.

but in other, better news, i cant seem to lose on that same scratch-off ticket. i've won a lot more money since i wrote about it.

[zombiejerk]

i was reading the comments back and forth between you and chelle. you can quit drinking chris. put the shit down and move the hell on. and if you cant it isnt because you cant, its because you dont want too. no one can quit anything unless they truly want to or are ready to and you know this as well as i do.

[juggaloco4life]

i'm afraid you dont quite understand.

[zombiejerk]

apparently not.

[juggaloco4life]

apparently.