"its just murder, man....all of god's creatures do it in some form or another.  species killing other species...OUR species killing ALL species, but we just call it industry...not murder.  i know alot of people, who uhhh.....diserve to die...i think every one got somethin in their past.  some sins.  awful secret things.  alot of people walkin ( Read more... )

whuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuts up.....chillin at work.  my dad is in a meeting and i cant leave.  wish i fuckin drove in today or was atleast working til 8, cause then id actually be modivated to work.  but i fuckin punched out, so technically i shouldnt be working.  i just want to fucking go home, shower, get real clothes on, take a REAL quick to south ( Read more... )

whats every body. had the best night last night. played some pool, drank a little, hung out w/ some good people, then spent the night at will's. we didnt go to bed til 6 this morning. hahhaa. went in his hot tub at 3 in the morning. hahaha so much fun. i forgotten what it was like to actually be able to flirt w/ girls and shit. but i dont ( Read more... )

hey whats up everyone. im just at work right now and i just finished a used car for the hill and there is nothing going on. we're pretty slow. so i just wrote a letter to some one that i have so much respect for. ive been thinking all day and i dont know how or what i should feel right now. so im just kinda *blah* i guess. i work for 8 to 12 ( Read more... )

too much pain and fear that i didnt need/deserve...

hey whuts up everyone.....im at work right now. haha. and im really, bored. we cleaned the whole shop today....and when i say "cleaned", i mean we licked the walls and cleaned them with a fucking toothbrush. hahahaha. and now i was supposed to work until 8 but fuck that shit. there is nothing going on, but im out for now. later

hey again....im writing in this bullshit kause im waiting for my dad to go to sleep so i can drink my fucking anger away because im older and am able to do so. sense i am not wanted and wanted "to hang out w/" i am going to drink my ass off. but im not going to get alcohol poisoning kause im irish, which kinda sucks. i just want to start doing ( Read more... )

whuts up every one...im just chillin at my house. i went bowling tonight w/ tom and his girl, michelle and some one else, kause broken promises are gay..........i was so fucking pissed tonight for all the obvious reasons...but all i want right now if for my dad to go to bed so i can keep drinking away my pain and worries and disreguard and HURT ( Read more... )

hey whuts up everybody. havent updated in a while. hehe i dont really know what to say cause nothin is really goin on. haha. its snowing right now, which is kinda cool, cause now i get to play in the snow and move cars all day at work tomarrow. maybe make another snow man and hit it w/ a car again. hahahahaha. or maybe blow some donuts and ( Read more... )

whuts up everybody. merry late christmas. haha i got today off from work. yay! hehe. i got a few things to do today. i think im gonna hit up the mall and buy some new shoes for the spring. and resident evil 2: nemisis comes out today, so im gonna grab that too! such a bad-ass movie! then later at night, i think around 5 im gonna hang out w ( Read more... )