you, here nor there nowhere. i don't even think you exist anymore. do you even know? did you ever? lips locked, secrets kept. we have so many, and we're probably going to be alive for at least another 6 or so years. remember me? you don't. "baby, baby," you said, "it's going to be okay. shhh, baby." i didn't think it would, i thought i might die. 4 ( Read more... )

sneaky sneaky, i love keeping secrets. no kiss and tell from this girl ( Read more... )

( bridges and cities and shit )

here i am where am i? in this room that's mine with all of my stuff in it. camping furniture, stay portable. baby vamos. i couldn't sleep on either of those stupid airplanes. i couldn't stop writing about holes in walls and my dad's knuckles and being afraid about the desert. i'm sick, snot nosed bushy tailed wide eyed just got cable in the bedroom ( Read more... )

bloody bloody, i fucked up again. when the lines are perfect it's okay. when they run parallel to one another they give me the illusion that there is something perfect about me. reckless razorblade slashes that aren't even perfect. bloody sheets bloody mess bloody friday friday ( Read more... )

we're number one, we can't be number two ( Read more... )

i wanna light your cigarettes and see you smile when i know it's a smile that's just for me because hi, i am cheesy, and hi, i like you.

they ask me questions at dinner about "what it's like" they ask if they can try it. they wanna fuck me, no, they want oral sex and some titt rubbing, they don't really wanna fuck me. i'm their experiment for tonight, don't tell boyfriend. never had an orgasm from sex, she says she heard females ejaculate and i'm supposed to stop eating my dinner ( Read more... )

we have the same size hands and when you're stinky you smell like a dank pizza restaurant and i always thought that was really adorable especially under the covers at 4 am when i start to get paranoid cuz i hear the morning birds but then we just smell like pussy and i miss falling asleep with my nose in the crease of your neck my arm around your ( Read more... )

i needed that. tonight. i feel kind of scandalous but really good about myself at the same time. i like having things to keep secrets about, it makes me feel more interesting ( Read more... )