You are wrong if your mum WAS the great mum u say she is sposed to be she would've noticed u, acknowledged yr pain and tried to help! Dont believe its all u... Yr still here and i hope u have the strength to keep going.. Its all about trying!
It's so hard though...she really is great i think i've just put her through so much shit that she doesn't bother with me any more...giving me attention doesn't work cause i tell her to get fucked basically...so maybe she's trying the opposite? =S i don't knoow. I feel like i can either be strong and try and get over depression mentally (i refused to take anti depressants the made me gain weight) or be weak and just fall deeper in. And the longer i let myself feel down the harder it will be to get myself up again. Weakness is winning. Thankyou sweetie that meant alot =] It's nice just to know someone cares enough to take the time to comment =D x<3x
Re: seriously??scarsevenJune 29 2007, 14:22:44 UTC
Hey look hun... i understand when someone gets fed up and cant do it anymore cos it doesn't work.. but still... ignoring you isn't the way and if she thought about it im sure she'd realize.. i think she's thinking of herself... maybe given up.. which would be sad! I totally agree with anti-deps cos my GP and psych is trying to get me on them.. but the weight gain scares me to death, along with the other side-effects!! Trust me you cant do it all yrself.. ive tried for 15yrs!! yep thats right!! Im here for you... scarseven@hotmail.com (msn) if you wana chat... dont email me @ hotmail tho i dont check it much! I hope you can get some support and help getting outta that hole.. i know its fricken hard... im still trying :) Im here for you... I understand...
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Dont believe its all u...
Yr still here and i hope u have the strength to keep going..
Its all about trying!
take care
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I feel like i can either be strong and try and get over depression mentally (i refused to take anti depressants the made me gain weight) or be weak and just fall deeper in. And the longer i let myself feel down the harder it will be to get myself up again.
Weakness is winning.
Thankyou sweetie that meant alot =] It's nice just to know someone cares enough to take the time to comment =D
x<3x
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i think she's thinking of herself... maybe given up.. which would be sad!
I totally agree with anti-deps cos my GP and psych is trying to get me on them.. but the weight gain scares me to death, along with the other side-effects!!
Trust me you cant do it all yrself.. ive tried for 15yrs!! yep thats right!!
Im here for you... scarseven@hotmail.com (msn) if you wana chat...
dont email me @ hotmail tho i dont check it much!
I hope you can get some support and help getting outta that hole.. i know its fricken hard... im still trying :)
Im here for you...
I understand...
xx
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Added =] Thankks
x<3x
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