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[juicy_b]

I keep going back and forth between having feelings of euphoria, and feelings of apathy. Towards life in general, to be specific. It's mostly when I think of college- I have one of two feelings: I'm either a.) really excited and can't wait, and just really want to get going with that part of my life, or b.) incredibly nervous, and scared, that this

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[spoons1899]

Oh my god Addie, I swear half of this I could have written exactly the same myself. I have thought so much of this exactly the same myself.

Contributing to the latter, is when I look at colleges, I feel so inadequate. I seem to keep thinking, "well, what if I don't get in? That's a huge problem, isn't it?" Although, other times I feel really confident that I could get in to all the schools I apply to.

I feel the same way, completely oscillating from one to the other, sometimes by the day or even like within an hour. "Safety school" are two of the most horrifying words to me right now.

And my brother goes to Eau Claire, and I know you can get in.

I feel like my friends suddenly aren't interested in anything I have to say, and would much rather talk to other people, and have realized that I'm either really boring, or kind of annoying.

Same. Exactly the same.
How about you start coming to my lunch hour and I'll come to yours and then we'll fix up the problem nicely for each other.

I also am somewhat excited about newspaper is

[gemini_528]

I love you. Always and unconditionally. It sounds cliche but it's true.