tonight really stinked a lot. i didnt like the movie at all, during the movie everyone ignored me. i was the bomb. jessi tried to make me feel better by telling me that he might come to melissas and 10 at night. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND. WHY IS LIFE SO UNFAIR? AND REALLY THE ONLY TIME I FEEL LIKE THIS IS WHEN JESSI TALKS ABOUT OR IS WITH JUSTIN. IT ( Read more... )

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well school was just so great todsy. after seminary i was waiting outside for paedn and derek got dropped off by his mom after. and he got a ride with jason to school. they were right behind us the whole way to and i was totally staring at him through the mirrow. it was hilarous. med scinece was fun but kinda wierd cuz we studied about the ( Read more... )

grrrr. im so mad. my mom wouldnt let me go to ycl meeting or mutual. uhhh. i was hoping to go and i really wanted to, but i guess not. anyways, earlier i was trying to go one but it wouldnt let me type anything cuz it was in a read only mode. on monday jessi and justin were going crazy like when jessis head was in justins lap. i so wish i knew of a ( Read more... )

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So ya, schools been so great. i wish. i just dont think that she can accept that something actually bad happened to her and she talks to people about it RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME like i dont even know. she doesnt know how bad i feel about doing this, but i think that she needs to calm down just a little with all of the drama that she shows. i dont ( Read more... )

The dance was so great. I actually had a good time. The only part that was good was when Jessi was sad(thats not the good part) and so I was sad too. I was sitting all by myself and I left. Then when I came back Heather took my spot so i sat in the corner all by myself. Then this guy came and talked to me and told me I was prettier than all my ( Read more... )

Today was good to start with, like at church and girls camp and the trek. But when i got home I had to put a stamp on over 200 books for my mom. It was so borin and it took like 2 hours. I had to carry encyclopedias to my sis's car. Other than that it was good. Last night was pretty cool. Before the dance I went to the store to get dance shoes and ( Read more... )

TODAY IS DECEMBER 19. IT IS MY BROTHERS B-DAYS. THEY ARE 21. I STILL LIKE JASON ELIJAH BABBEL. HE BLESSED THE WATER TODAY. I'VE LIKED HIM SOOOOOO MUCH FOR SOOOOO LONG. SINCE I FIRST SAW HIM WHICH WAS IN 7TH GRADE. IM NOW IN 10TH GRADE. THATS ALMOST 4 YEARS. THE LONGEST I HAVE EVER LIKED SOMEONE IS 6 YEARS. IM 4 MONTHS AND 8 DAYS I WILL BE 16 AND I ( Read more... )