biggest sad face right now...

can't sleep....

i might have made a mistake for once....

but i won't regret it.... i hope...

"Never regret because on that day, during that hour in that minute and for that second it was exactly what you wanted"

i guess it's just i can see it now... looking normal... but it's far from it...

GUESS WHO GOT INTO RUSH UNIVERSITY?!?!

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

even though it's 02.02 and a sad day........ i'm still happy

wow.. so it has been some time... but things are well... or as best they are goin to get for the time... my surgery went as best as it could... few minor set backs but thinkin about that it was just 7 days ago and where i am now... i'm doin great! i don't remember being able to have full range of my fingers last time... and i have not taken pain ( Read more... )

I want that memory of it gone ( Read more... )

I effing hate you... that is all ( Read more... )

wow... it's been some time since I last updated... but... I do have some news ( Read more... )

well the stress of the ap. is over... now all I gotta do is get my ass in gear and study for the GREs and then... wait.... wait for forever and a day till they send or call me for my interview..... blah... thanks to all those who had to put up with me... I have been one heck of a person to deal with since... my advisors are the biggest pieces of ( Read more... )

all I gotta say it's been a hell of a time since I last wrote... it's the finals days until the ap is due... (sat) and soo much has happened.... tomorrow depends on everything I have.... so I better make it good ( Read more... )

why is it in here I can write a million times over and over how bad I want it... but when it comes down to putting it on the paper for the board to read it... my mind goes blank... been thinking about what to say all day... and I have the ideas... but seriously lack the ability to make the transition to paper. Also reading the ap again today.. I ( Read more... )

so I just figured everything out for my ap for Rush... just need to finish the essays and it's off... my classes all worked out and transfered and upped my G.P.A. so it's all good now I just have to find a way to stand out from all the rest... and not to sound all about myself I don't think it will be hard... I think it will show with my ap and my ( Read more... )