i think you've changed a lot since i last knew you well enough and we've kinda drifted apart some, which is not desirable, because i sure as hell want to know you better. but we're kind of like strangers in a sense, because all that i've got are some out-of-date memories that don't really make up who you are anymore. i don't know you deep down and sometimes even superficially, i know almost zilch about you. i know almost zero about your life, just all the stale news and stuff that comes leaking out through reading your lj and things that get passed on. but you're still someone i trust and someone i count on as a friend because i think you still put bajillions of truckloads' worth of importance on friendships that mean something to you. but even if the importance has slipped, you're still a friend and someone i still care about. you've changed, for the better, for the worse. you're more mature, and a whole lot wiser. but you need to learn to let things out, don't bottle up, it hurts more that way. (maybe you do let it out, but i just
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you know. sometimes i'm kind of wary and scared of you? cos i know you are sensitive and i don't exactly wanna hurt you or make you dislike me or anything. but it's just that sometimes you're a bit...two sided maybe? sorry if i'm a little harsh but maybe i dont know you that well.
but hey, you DO write beautifully. i'd love to be able to write like you. have fun in melbourne, and even if you're not, try to MAKE it fun. life's a lot better than a soppy blanket, and we all love naomi when she's happy cos she makes the sun shine again.
Well i agree with the other anonymous totally. Sometimes, i really do feel like as if i've known you forever. Sometimes, i don't even recognize the girl i am looking at (yes you naomi). Strong walls and a facade. YOU are not what you portray yourself to be. Maybe.. You are terrified of showing the real you in the event of being vulnerable to others. Maybe it's the competitive environment you are in which forces you to adapt such a chameleon skin... maybe it's because of the school. I don't know.. i don't understand and i never will
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you know. sometimes i'm kind of wary and scared of you? cos i know you are sensitive and i don't exactly wanna hurt you or make you dislike me or anything. but it's just that sometimes you're a bit...two sided maybe? sorry if i'm a little harsh but maybe i dont know you that well.
but hey, you DO write beautifully. i'd love to be able to write like you. have fun in melbourne, and even if you're not, try to MAKE it fun. life's a lot better than a soppy blanket, and we all love naomi when she's happy cos she makes the sun shine again.
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Until now, I can't come to terms with it.
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