You just put a lot of the thoughts that have been swimming in my mind into words and it's so strange to see them before me. I think alot of what you just said is exactly why I am moving to Korea. I want to be uncomfortable (well I don't really want to , but I know it's important for me. It's easy to be easy going and kind to others when you're comfortable and have your needs met. I need to see how I fare when I meet strangers based on my personality alone. I also need some real world time to put my academic learnings into action to see which will float and which will sink.
Anyways, sorry about rambling, your thoughts were just so gut wrenchingly honest, and I applaud your courage for doing so. Thanks for sharing Julia.
Sweet Sweet Lillian... Did you know I always thought of you as angelic? I hope so!
I wonder if it is the plague of warless generations to feel perpetually unchallenged? So many people feel useless, apathetic...Well, I am not apathetic, and I take no heed to the shackles of boredom or questions of self-worth! We're going to go rock the world.. we just need to find the right avenue! Wait, I bet you we're on it right now and haven't gotten it figured yet... the divine is full of curveballs. Thank you thank you for being your beautiful self.
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Perhaps I feel like I am in a safety net, and I need to run away.
Silly, eh?
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I love you!
Now THERE'S supportive. (Plus -- I talked to you after you wrote this, and was definitely supportive then. I rock!)
"I think I am a great woman, but I also think I am a waste of potential of space somtimes[.]"
That's actually a pretty wonderful way to feel: like you're good enough to have some responsibility to how good you are. Let it give you momentum!
And really... I love you. Look, hearts! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Wow, it's late.
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Anyways, sorry about rambling, your thoughts were just so gut wrenchingly honest, and I applaud your courage for doing so. Thanks for sharing Julia.
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I wonder if it is the plague of warless generations to feel perpetually unchallenged?
So many people feel useless, apathetic...Well, I am not apathetic, and I take no heed to the shackles of boredom or questions of self-worth! We're going to go rock the world.. we just need to find the right avenue! Wait, I bet you we're on it right now and haven't gotten it figured yet... the divine is full of curveballs.
Thank you thank you for being your beautiful self.
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I am always a happy gal, life just gets confusing sometimes, you know?
Thank-you!
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