Please Forgive Me

[jules123]

*Megan, the entry previous is the one that I was telling you about... read that one first if you're going to be reading any....*

I cried myself to sleep last night.  No weeping though.  Just tears spilling out of my eyes and onto my pillow.

I slept horribly.  Kept waking up.

Fully woke up at 9:30 because of the thunderstorm outside.  The thunder

Comments

[xxx_miana_xxx]

argh i hate that use of 'ana' and 'mia' and PrO-Ed!!111 shit. It makes all eating disordered people look foolish and it creates an illusion to the disease.

besides I think real eating disordered people can tell when other people are without the red bracelet. To me the red bracelet is the same thing as someone cutting for attention.

Why would one wear their disease on their sleeve?

(this is not an attack on you just so you know) I'm very opinionated on this subject....

gentle on the jules...k?

[let_em_riot]

Hey sweetie. Listen, be gentle on yourself. You are wonderful. I wish I could just give you a hug and make everything better. But I know I can't. But you know that if you ever need anything, just email, or call, or drive over. I love you babes and I hate seeing you so unhappy. As it is so perfectly quoted "Don't let the bastards get you down!" Get some rest and eat good food and drink lots of liquids. I need you better! ;)
Love ya to bits! Megs xxx

*hug*

[prettybynite]

I wish i knew you better(read; at all, other than reading this journal), so i knew how to be supportive.
i will, however, say that yes, i am very impressed by your not having damaged yourself... the only reason i haven't in ages, is because my mother took the stanley knife and hid it. and as soon as i found it, blam!... so i really respect the fact that you have managed through your own self-control.