bored.....so its megalength
so.....how bout that surgery? SUCKS!
yea. my surgery experience was great. u could ask me about it some time, and i'd love to tell u. but 99% of u wont give (i dont blame u), so i'll spare u the pain and agony
SPEAKING OF PAIN AND AGONY! welcome to my worllldddddd! o.m.g! my leg hurts sooooo much i hate it! i've started to cry a few times with this mofo knee. i hate it! but when it decides to ache, it aches like nothings ever hurt before. stupidstupidstupidnesss! wow. way to sound like a whiny bitch.
so it went like this. PLAN A: they go in my knee with cameras and such, look around, and then "clean up" the meniscus by trimming the edges and making them smooth. should be walking and fine in about a week or less. sounded good to me! thats what was supposed to happen.
PLAN B: if it was bad, they would have to put a stitch in the meniscus and then i'd be on crutches for like 4 weeeks. ehhh thats a bummer
WHAT HAPPENED: none of the above. it was worse than they expected, and they couldnt even stitch it because I tore it vertically AND horizontally, and it would just like...fall apart or something if they tried to do that. so i dont even know what they wound up doing. i cant take off the bandages until sunday afternoon. which is soon! but they cut off some of the top, some of the bottom, and are just HOPING that they are going to mend/fuse/heal themselves together or something. i dont know....but it doesnt sound very definite in HELPING me at all. we'll have to wait and see. oh, and i'm on crutches for a month. and my leg hurts. and i dont even know how many incisions there are in me. or if i have stitches or staples in my leg. ughhh i'm afraid to look tomorrow! BUT I CAN FINALLY SHOWER AGAIN! i know i'm gross. but i cant put weight on it for a month = how the HELL do i take a shower?!!?!? ahhh!!!!!!!
but so this sucks majorlyyyyy and i cant take it much longer. i am sooooooo bored i dont even know what to do with myself. i've watched a bunch of movies, i watched i think the ENTIRE SEASON OF THE NEWLYWEDS (ahhhh my brain is disintigrating), and now the realworld and such...CRAP TV MUCH? ugh. so please, stop by! visit me! surprise me! anyone is welcome~ honestlyyyyy
the best times of my day has been the phone call from Gates this morning and talking to people online tonight. because i need to get back in touch with the world. it hasnt been that long technically, i know, but imagine sitting on ur couch for about 72 hours straight with just ur family. immmm boreeeeeeed! CALL ME people! keep me company
but i have to thank the six greatest people in the entire world for being so great to me and i love you all sincerely! thank you so much! thank youuuuuu! brekke leanne kathryn steve justin and andrew!!!!! you made me feel amazing<2 you let me know that you do care. I luv youuuus! my words are doing so poorly to describe how i really feel. i remember saying to my mom "at a time when i should be so upset, being right after surgery, i'm just so happy because i have the best friends in the world. Ive never been so grateful. I love them." and brandon and tobez, you win for most AMAZING CARD! i WILL cure communism in Iraq...I WILL! ((and I LUV YOU GUYS TOOOOOOO! but brandon, next time dont tell me about ur dying relatives before i go under the knife! haha))
and with my boy, things couldnt be better <3 i miss him so so so so much. hes the best thing i could ask for!
so if anyone made it this far, i'm TERRIBLY sorry. i am! but cmon, WHAT ELSE AM I EXPECTED TO DO??! I'VE BEEN SO BORED!!! but here's some good news! i got into Fairfield today, and theyre giving me 13k a year. so now its 3-0-6 [[loyola, binghamton, and fairfield!]] all of which i wasnt expecting to hear from until march/april yey~