if you were any thinner, you wouldn't exist....

[julia40391]

Tim got me The Machinist DVD and we're going to watch it tomorrow! I can't wait. Jane and mary went over to Josh's house the other day and he said that he was "worried" about me b/c of all the weight that I've lost. I'm not even close to the weight that I want to be at, I'd like to weigh 105. I'm about 15 lbs. away and I'm getting ready to exercize

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its me rachel!!!!!!!!!!!!

[anonymous]

hey julia its Rachel, I do know how you feel, I have never liked the way I have looked either still don't, some of it is lance and his bullshit ways of beign ashamed of me and telling everyone rumors soo that he wouldn't be embarassed, he is the reason I look down on myself and I did love him, which sucked, although I know I did hunch over but that wasen't my fault, I was never told to keep my back straight. people are so amped up on what others look like they won't and can't see whats really there, just becuz someone is different and doesn't dress or act like them they are cast aside and put down. they thank that they are better cuz they have money to wear nice cloths and and buy nice things. I am sure glad u where always there u never treated me bad or put me down, you are beatiful inside and out. I just hope u will be able to see it. I know its hard but if u need anything I always be here, in life and in death, you will be my friend for ever and always. Love ya bicth (your soul buddy)Rachel

Re: its me rachel!!!!!!!!!!!!

[julia40391]

awww sweetie I love ya like a sister! You understand me like nobody else and for that we will always be soul buddies! :)