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I'm in one of those kinds of moods. I get in this mood when I re-arrange my room and for like a day i'm almost a little sad because I miss the way my room used to be. haha weeird. I feel like that right now. I feel like im missing something but I don't know what it is. I'm in such a weird mood. It's so cold in my house. I think I miss some people. ( Read more... )

Saturday I threw up all day and got dehydrated and had to get an iv and it sucked, and I missed hanging with my out of town BFF's GAY
ryan sat around with me all day and watched starwars and held my hair back one time when I threw up, it's pretty fuckin gross but really nice at the same time hahaha. yeah. damn school tomorrow. UGH

wow...
tonight was so nice. I had a suprise party thrown for me. we played pin the tail on the donkey. aw
they launched potatoes. I laughed alot. Ryan is so great. My friends are so great. *sigh* Thank you guys, I love you so much!
But on the way home we saw someone get into the back of a police car. It made me sad.

today I baked cookies at ryan's and we set the oven on fire. =/

2 days! yay!

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man
I wish I could understand human nature. That would be alright. Why do I feel bad when a group of people who I don't really even care about are not really but kinda shitty to me, it kinda makes me feel bad. Because I would be nice to them either way. whatever. maybe im just over reacting but I feel like nobody wants me there. alright...

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Man so November is almost here, it's cold outside. I feel like so much time has gone by...its already November? But then I look back when im in march later in the year, and i feel like i've grown up so much and no time had passed at all back then. iiii don't know man. I haven't been on a computer for awhile so when I talk to people on aim who I don ( Read more... )