Non Brotherly love part 3
17 years
“Congratulations grandma Lulu!!” Luke hugged his grandmother and moved on to shake her new husband’s hand. “Congratulations to you too Mister Wheatley! I hope you and our grandmother will be very happy”
“Thanks Luke, I am sure we will be, and in a way, we have you to thank for it all.” Brian pulled Luke into a loose embrace “And please, call me Brian”
Brian Wheatley had been the man that hit Luke with his car. During Luke’s recovery, Brian became a friend of the family and it hadn’t taken him and Lucinda long to get together. They had dated for a couple of years before Brian sold his house in Chicago and moved in with her. Last Christmas he asked Lily for his blessing and proposed to Lucinda.
Noah was just behind Luke, congratulating his grandmother and her new husband. While he stood and chatted with Brian, Luke took a glass of non-alcoholic champagne from a tray and observed his brother and his new grandfather speak. For the first time he noticed Brian and Noah had a lot in common. They had the same thick unruly hair and the same smile, completed with white teeth and long canines. Luke smiled at them and turned to chat with his cousin Parker.
It was after midnight when they waved the newlyweds goodbye and left to go home. Holden and Lily took the girls in their car while Luke and Noah came in their own, shared, car.
“Are you coming home immediately boys or are you going to get a shake at Al’s first?” Lily asked.
Luke looked at Noah, who smiled at him and turned back to his mother
“We’re going to get a shake, we will be home in a bit.”
“Just remember your curfew boys.” Holden added before he got into the car and they drove away.
Luke tossed Noah the keys.
“You drive”
“Why?”
“What do you mean why?”
“Luke, you never want me to drive. You can’t stand to sit in a car and don’t drive it.”
“Yeah, well, today I want you to drive, so let’s go.”
Noah got in the car and buckled up, while Luke sat back in the passenger’s seat, his hand on Noah’s thigh.
“We are not really going to Al’s are we?” Noah asked.
“Hell no, I haven’t gotten any private time with you for ages with mom being home all the time and the girls slipping in and out of our room. Let’s drive up to Mill’s road.”
“No way, Saturday night on Mill’s road? We will be caught for sure. Let’s go to grandma Lulu’s pool house”
“Wait, Noah, you mean to tell me you have the keys to the pool house and we never went there before?”
“No, but I know where she hides them, let’s go. Grandma and Brian are at the Lakeview tonight so we won’t be interrupted there.”
Noah started the car and drove to his grandmother’s mansion. When they got there he parked the car a few blocks away and he and Luke ran hand in hand towards the pool house, staying low and being quiet, just in case.
When they arrived Noah lifted a plant from its pot and retrieved the keys.
“Told you!” he laughed at his brother’s astonished face while he opened the door and walked into the house.
“Don’t turn on the big lights, let’s just turn on the bedside light after we close the curtains.” Luke stopped Noah from turning the switch that would make the house glow like a beacon in a storm.
“What time is it?” Noah asked while he pulled Luke towards the bedroom.
Luke checked his watch “Twelve twenty.”
“That leaves us with an hour of private time before we have to leave to be home at a quarter to two.”
Luke grinned, “Yes, let’s not waste any of that time”
Noah pulled Luke flush against his body and covered Luke’s mouth with his.
“Mmm” Luke hummed in the back of his throat. How he had missed this. Ever since he and Noah decided to start a relationship they had to be very careful. They didn’t want anyone to find out about them. They wanted to see if they could make it work before they faced their parents, family and friends together.
And they had made it work, for over a year there had been stolen kisses and secret touches. They snuck into each other’s bed at night for a couple of minutes but the fear of getting caught always made them break their embrace sooner than they wanted.
They hadn’t had sex yet. Although, they’d discussed what they wanted. Noah, always the stronger, broader one, the one in charge of his emotions, desperately wanted to let go sometimes. He had fantasized about bottoming since he discovered he enjoyed watching soccer for more than the way the ball moved on the field. Luke wanted to be the one to take care of Noah and when Noah shared his fantasy one cold winter night Luke almost came in his pyjama with the sheer thought of it.
They’d had mutual hand jobs and even went down on each other once when their parents had taken the girls to Grandma Emma’s. One time they came close to having sex when Luke went down on Noah and had eased his spit-slicked finger inside of him. Noah was caught off guard at first but the moment Luke had crooked his finger and hit a place inside of him that made him shudder in want he was completely okay with being on the receiving end of things. Just as Luke reached for a condom they had heard a door slam and Lily yelling she was home. Both didn’t know how fast they had to dress and any thought of actual sex had flown straight out of the window.
“Luke, did you bring….you know?” Noah whispered between heated kisses.
“Mmm..” Luke couldn’t think coherently with Noah pressed up against him, his tongue dancing around Luke’s.
Noah chuckled before he pulled away.
“Luke?” he asked, his voice filled with the love he felt buzzing through his entire body.
“Yeah?” Luke asked.
“Did you bring…you know, stuff?”
“Stuff?” Luke drew Noah closer, searching his mouth again.
Noah couldn’t resist Luke and allowed himself to be kissed again, his tongue searching Luke’s in a lazy kiss. For once, they allowed themselves to be kissed for an extended period, not afraid to get caught and not having to rush. Tongues caressed languidly and soft moan escaped both boys.
It was Luke who withdrew first. He took a deep breath, rested his forehead against Noah’s.
“I want you Noah, I love you so much”
Noah pressed one last kiss on Luke’s lips before he pulled away slightly.
“Did you bring stuff Luke?”
Luke nodded and reached inside his trouser pockets, fishing out a small bottle of lube and a condom.
Noah unbuttoned Luke’s shirt and slid it off his shoulders before his hands trailed over broad shoulders towards taut nipples.
“God Luke, you’re so beautiful.”
Luke copied Noah’s actions, enjoying the sight of a half naked Noah, all muscles and smooth skin.
“Come to bed with me” Luke whispered, reaching out and pushing Noah softly towards the bed.
Noah lay down on the bed and rolled to the middle. Luke gazed down on him for just a second before joining him, settling in on top of Noah.
Noah bucked his hips slightly, his trouser clad erection brushing Luke’s. Luke’s whole body jerked at the contact, his erection pulsing. He wanted to be inside Noah so badly, but he didn’t want to hurt the other boy.
“Luke” Noah moaned “I want you to make love to me, I want you inside me.”
Luke’s throat felt dry, his voice was hoarse, sounding almost unused. “Yes, Noah, please, want you too, so much.”
Suddenly their pace was frenzied as they shed their last clothes and fell together on the bed, naked.
Luke reached for the lube and condom before he nudged Noah’s legs apart. He reached for a pillow and urged Noah to raise his hips before sliding the pillow under him.
Noah was trembling in anticipation, his eyes shut tightly.
Luke unscrewed the bottle and drizzled some of the slick fluid onto his fingers. With one hand he held Noah’s cheeks apart, he used the index finger of the other hand to rub circles over the tight puckered opening that led to the most intimate part of Noah’s body.
Noah groaned softly when Luke finally pushed one finger inside. It didn’t hurt but he felt a pressure in his belly that wasn’t entirely pleasurable either. There was a slight burn when Luke pressed a second finger in, Noah hissed softly causing Luke to still his movements.
“Noah?” Luke asked “You still want this?”
Noah wasn’t capable of coherent speech, he just groaned and nodded, pushing back on Luke’s fingers to impale himself further.
Luke gasped when he felt and saw his fingers sliding into Noah all the way. He started scissoring them to prepare Noah further, just as he had seen at an online gay website.
When there wasn’t any resistance anymore Luke added a third finger and crooked them, searching for the spot that promised Noah more pleasure than anything he ever felt before. Fumbling a bit he startled when Noah let out a loud yelp, moving his hips sharply.
Luke grinned and rubbed over the same spot again, eliciting the same reaction. Noah’s cock was leaking clear fluids on his abdomen and Noah’s whole body seemed flushed. Luke had never seen anything as arousing ever before.
“Luke, Luke, please, now, Luke.” Noah opened his eyes to shoot pleading, lust soaked looks at Luke, who didn’t resist but rolled the condom over his erection with practiced ease, silently thanking his mother for her love of bananas which he could practice on. He coated his erection in lube, adding a bit more, just to be sure.
Noah opened his legs even wider, as wide as he could. He knew it was going to hurt but if he would feel anything like he felt when Luke was touching that spot inside of him with his fingers it would be worth the pain and more. To Noah it had felt like there was an electric current running through his entire body, ending at the head of his cock.
He watched Luke positioning himself over him. Noah raised his hands and put them on Luke’s waist. Luke used one hand to steady himself and the other one to guide his cock while he softly pushed forward.
Noah’s breath hitched when he felt the head of Luke’s cock breach the slightly loosened muscle and slip inside him. It burned and hurt more than he had anticipated. Luke stiffed when he heard the slight gasp Noah made.
“Shit Noah, I’m hurting you.” He attempted to pull out but Noah held his legs secured around Luke’s waist, not giving him any room to back away.
“Don’t you dare move, Luke, I just need a moment.”
Noah tried to take deep breaths to relax his body. Slowly he felt the tension lessen and his body started to accept the intrusion. Through the pain he felt the first spikes of pleasure shooting up his spine.
“Move” he ordered Luke, his eyes still closed, still focused on breathing.
Slowly, Luke pushed his way inside Noah’s body, inch for inch until he was all the way in.
“Noah” he moaned “ so tight, so, so good”
Noah moved his ass experimentally, relieved he didn’t feel any pain, just pleasure.
“Move Luke” he urged, pulling his brother closer to his body with his legs.
Luke kissed Noah deeply while he started to thrust, the kiss made him change his angle slightly. Noah’s eyes rolled back in his head when his prostate was hit with almost every thrust.
“Noah, Noah, not going to last.” Luke felt the first tell tailing sign of his orgasm spike through his body. His balls tightened and before he could help himself he was screaming through his orgasm, shooting his load into the condom before he collapsed on top of Noah.
Noah reached between their bodies and caressed his own cock, one stroke, two, before he also came, chanting Luke’s name while his muscles clenched around him.
Luke was the first to catch his breath. He pulled out and took care of the condom before he pulled Noah in his arms, cuddling close.
“God Noah, that was amazing! I love you so much.”
Noah grinned, then winced when his sore bottom told him he was not going to like sitting on the hard benches at church the next morning.
“Love you too Luke, so, so much!”
They were silent, content to hold each other until it was time to go home to sleep into separate beds.
18 years
Noah held the girl on an appropriate distance while they swayed to the music. He kept his eyes open and glanced through the room where a pair of chocolate coloured eyes stared straight back at him. Noah closed his eyes for just a second, pretending his arms weren’t full of soft girl but he was holding the love of his life close to his heart.
Opening his eyes again, he mouthed the song, knowing the one watching him was the one the words were meant for.
Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
He chuckled while he replaced the word girl with boy and sniggered when Luke grinned back at him.
‘I love you’, Luke mouthed across the room before he stepped away from his dance partner and led her off the dance floor towards the bar.
Noah led his date from the dance floor to the other side of the bar, ordering them both a drink while his eyes followed Luke through the makeshift ballroom that was once their high school’s gym.
Neither boy noticed the girl with long blond curls that was watching their interactions with an evil smirk plastered on her face.
The end of the evening came when the deejay announced the last dance, another slow one. Noah sat across from Luke at a table, laughing about a joke his date made when he felt a hand on his shoulder. Looking up into the face of his first girlfriend he flinched slightly when he notice the hostile looks she and Luke shared with each other.
“Livia. Hi!” He faked a smile and turned to face the girl.
“Hi Noah, want to dance with me?” she asked, her eyes gleaming with something that made Noah weary and uncomfortable.
“No thanks Liv, I’m going to sit this one out.”
“Oh but Noah, I think you want to dance with me, or do you prefer I spill what I saw earlier right here in front of everyone?”
Noah felt the blood flow from his face and immediately stood up. Glancing at Luke, he saw the other boy was pale as well.
He smiled to his date and led Livia towards the dance floor.
She immediately wrapped her arms around his neck and pushed her body close to his.
“Livia!” Noah tried to back away a bit but she followed him, pushing even closer.
“What the hell? What are you up to Liv?” he hissed angry in her ear.
Livia smiled into his neck “I miss you Noah, I haven’t seen you in ages.”
“Yeah Liv and that is because you keep fighting with Luke on everything knowing he is my best friend as well as my brother.”
“Hmmm, your best friend? Funny how I don’t sing love songs to my best friend nor to my brother. I know what is going on between you Noah, don’t even try to deny it. I think it’s about time, we finished what we started, don’t you?”
Noah felt hot and cold at the same time while he listened to the girl’s rant. Fear flooded his system, making him freeze in the middle of the dance floor.
His voice sounded rough when he finally found his voice.
“I have no clue what you’re talking about and what is it we didn’t finish? We dated for a few weeks in junior high. Nothing more, nothing less.”
Livia’s head shot up and with blazing eyes she bit out, “We could have been great together. But that, STUPID, fool you call a brother had to ruin it by getting himself hit by a car and then you felt so guilty you broke up with me over the phone. OVER the phone NOAH. I hate him and his stupid, filthy, ugly face.”
Noah pushed her away hard, making her stumble into another couple. He smiled apologetic to them before he pushed Livia through the crowd into a fairly secluded corner.
“ DO. NOT. EVER. SPEAK. ABOUT. LUKE. EVER. AGAIN, you don’t even know what you are talking about. You seriously think I would want to have something to do with you after this? You are nothing more than a vengeful bitch with an attitude. If you ever even so much as glance at me again, you wouldn’t know what hit you.” Noah stared into the raged girl’s face and before he knew what happened her hand shot out and she slapped him across the cheek.
“I am sure your parents are very interested in what is going between you and your twin, Noah, I think I am going to make a phone call tomorrow.” With that she pushed Noah out of her way and strolled towards the table Luke was sitting at with two girls, all looking slightly uncomfortable.
Passing the table she bowed over to Luke and hissed in his ear.
“Tomorrow you will be the talk of the town, filthy boys doing each other, tssss” she ruffled his hair and walked towards the exit of the gym, smiling all the way.
Dropping of their dates had never been that quick. Luke rushed Cassie to her house, rang the bell and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. He jumped back into the car where Noah was sitting all quiet, Marilyn by his side.
After they dropped her safe and sound at her place Luke wasted no time and drove home.
Stopping the car at the beginning of their driveway, Luke shut down the engine and turned to face Noah who was still quiet in the backseat.
Sighing, he unbuckled, climbed over the car seat and sat down next to Noah.
“Noah?” he asked, his eyes skimming the bruise that was forming on Noah’s face.
“Want to tell me what happened?”
Noah closed his eyes for a second before he opened his mouth and repeated everything Livia had said to him.
They were both silent after Noah finished his tale, both dreading the day that would come. Luke hesitated but couldn’t resist when he saw a single tear falling from Noah’s beautiful blue eyes. He put his hands on Noah’s biceps and yanked the other boy towards him.
“C’mere you” he whispered
Noah nestled his head against the crook of Luke’s neck, inhaling the unique scent that always made him feel better and at home.
“What are we going to do, Luke?” he said desperately.
“Nothing Noah, nothing at all. It will be her word against ours and you have the bruise to confirm her craziness.”
Noah relaxed slightly against Luke and suddenly became aware of the pressure of Luke’s body against his.
“Luke” he moaned, lifted his head and slammed his mouth against Luke’s.
Luke immediately opened his mouth and let his tongue slide against Noah just the way he knew Noah liked it.
They kept kissing, tasting each other until a knock against the window froze them both in place. They slowly raised their heads and looked up into the eyes of a horrified Holden Snyder.
Noah couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t move, he just sat there in the car, utterly shocked by the appearance of his dad. Luke was doing slightly better, he seemed to be breathing although his breath came in short pants and Noah could feel his brother shake against him.
“What ever happens. I. love. You. Noah Snyder, and we are both of age, don’t forget that”, Luke whispered in Noah’s ear before he untangled himself from his brother-turned-lover and opened the back window.
“You and him, in the house, NOW” Holden growled to Luke before he spun on his heels and marched towards the open front door of the house they called home.
It took both boys a while to gather the courage to walk into the living room but after a few deep breaths, some muttered encouragements and more deep breathing they found themselves sitting on the couch across a crying Lily and a pale Holden.
“The truth, I want to know the truth. Are you two sleeping together?” Holden almost choked on the words but he managed to ask the question he’d wanted to ask from the second he’d walked up to his sons’ car, finding them snogging each other in the back seat.
Luke looked at Noah and after a short conversation with their eyes Luke turned back to his parents. He grabbed Noah’s hand firmly in his, took a deep breath and answered the question.
“Yes”
“How long has this been going on?” Lily asked, more tears falling from her eyes.
“A while” Luke said
“How long Luke?” Holden pressed.
“Years dad, we have known we love each other for years.”
“Love?” Lily sounded surprised “You are almost twins, of course you love each other.”
“No mom, no.” Noah spoke for the first time since he and Luke entered the living room. “We don’t love each other in a brotherly fashion. There was more between us even when we didn’t know you adopted me. We are in love. We tried to fight it SO hard, but we couldn’t stay away from each other.”
Lily stared at them, not able to understand what her sons were telling her.
“This can not go on, it is not right. You are legally brothers. It is a sin.”
Noah interrupted his mother’s rambling. “No mom, we won’t stop loving each other, we won’t break up, we won’t stop sleeping in the same room. We are both eighteen. You and dad, the girls, grandma Emma, grandma Lulu and Brian. You will have to learn to live with it.”
“Holden?” Lily turned towards her husband. “Could you please tell them this is not right?”
Holden looked from his wife to his sons and back before he opened his mouth.
“I think we need to sleep on this. We will talk again tomorrow. Luke, could you please sleep in the guestroom tonight? Just for the night, until we think of a solution tomorrow?”
“No dad, Noah and I, we never spend the night in one and other’s bed, we never had sex under your roof. I will sleep in my own bed tonight, as will Noah.”
Luke stood from the couch, tugged at Noah’s hand indicating he should follow his lead and they left the room together, on their way to bed
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