Today in a nutshell.
Today, I plan to use a lj-cut. Maybe two... or several. Why? Because I can!
1. Personal Thoughts. So today was an okay day. I am still thinking about that one line that jered fed me back in the day. If I could get it out of my head, I would. I swear. But Life goes on, I shall be ok. It's only in certain moments. People who know me and read this ask me in person how I am doing. Honestly, I have no idea how to answer you. I truly don't. Some moments, I am ok, some I am not. Enough about that.
2. The L-Team Meeting. We had our leadership team meeting today as well. I loved it, so much done, and I am uber excited that kurt and joel are there. It makes things even more fun. Good times. April and I aren't meeting, because she needs to get ready for her graduation banquet that is happening tomorrow... and to be honest, I am okay with that... I have nothing really new to share, and I need the sleep. For some reason, my sleep isn't cutting it for me.
3. My Thoughts on God. It's interesting the things God is doing lately, Kurt has too much money raised for his mission trip. Too much! That is stinkin awesome! I as well am going to make it until I get paid on Friday. I thought it would be hard, because of gas money, but I think I am going to be ok. God is so great... He really is. I am having a hard time mentally, due to this flashback issue, but I am still hanging in there, and I think that I am doing better than I should be, considering. Of course, I would be awesome to not think about these guys in my past, but if I had to right now, I am doing ok. I am doing ok. I will be ok. I know that is repeditive, but sometimes, I just need a reassurance, that I will get through this, and I will be able to use it for God. Yay God!
4. The Pink Ladies, (minus one.) So this guy at Bugattis, the italian restaurant we ate at today (Tiffany, Raz and Kristy and I) glided. He litereally walked like he was ice skating. I video taped him on Kristy's phone, and hopefully, she will be able to get him on as her icon... zooming back and forth. Hil-Stinking-arious! Tiffany was uber embarressed at the thought of asking the glided to glide for Kristy so she could get a better quality video, but I was more embarressed at Raz's whole shpeal about how she thought her prawns had eyes. Haahaaa. I think about it now, and it is uber funny, but she was holding the prawn out for people to see. Needless to say, though we reassured her that those were not in fact eyes, I didn't have one. I have a sneaking suspicion that they were eyes.. but shhhhh don't tell Raz!
I had this weird tasting pasta that was spagetti and eggs and bacon... Like an omlette in a pasta. It was weird, and I am not sure what I think of it, even now. But now my car smells like it, since I had leftovers. I drove home tonight from callies in the rain with the windows down, so I could try to get rid of the smell. It isn't bad, but it's not my fav. So i spritzed my GAP "Pink" in there, so hopefully it will go away by tomorrow.
Off to work tomorrow... and I am thankful that I can sleep in. Why do the weeks go slow, and the weekends go fast? I am a big fan of this weather too, by the way. It can be rainy and muggy, as long as it is slighty warm. It's like Florida here today... I wish the rain would bring thunderstorms, those are fun. As long as it doesn't rain during outside time with the kids.. I hate keeping them in, and I hate even more sending them home wet.
Well, that's it folks... Truly.
1. Personal Thoughts. So today was an okay day. I am still thinking about that one line that jered fed me back in the day. If I could get it out of my head, I would. I swear. But Life goes on, I shall be ok. It's only in certain moments. People who know me and read this ask me in person how I am doing. Honestly, I have no idea how to answer you. I truly don't. Some moments, I am ok, some I am not. Enough about that.
2. The L-Team Meeting. We had our leadership team meeting today as well. I loved it, so much done, and I am uber excited that kurt and joel are there. It makes things even more fun. Good times. April and I aren't meeting, because she needs to get ready for her graduation banquet that is happening tomorrow... and to be honest, I am okay with that... I have nothing really new to share, and I need the sleep. For some reason, my sleep isn't cutting it for me.
3. My Thoughts on God. It's interesting the things God is doing lately, Kurt has too much money raised for his mission trip. Too much! That is stinkin awesome! I as well am going to make it until I get paid on Friday. I thought it would be hard, because of gas money, but I think I am going to be ok. God is so great... He really is. I am having a hard time mentally, due to this flashback issue, but I am still hanging in there, and I think that I am doing better than I should be, considering. Of course, I would be awesome to not think about these guys in my past, but if I had to right now, I am doing ok. I am doing ok. I will be ok. I know that is repeditive, but sometimes, I just need a reassurance, that I will get through this, and I will be able to use it for God. Yay God!
4. The Pink Ladies, (minus one.) So this guy at Bugattis, the italian restaurant we ate at today (Tiffany, Raz and Kristy and I) glided. He litereally walked like he was ice skating. I video taped him on Kristy's phone, and hopefully, she will be able to get him on as her icon... zooming back and forth. Hil-Stinking-arious! Tiffany was uber embarressed at the thought of asking the glided to glide for Kristy so she could get a better quality video, but I was more embarressed at Raz's whole shpeal about how she thought her prawns had eyes. Haahaaa. I think about it now, and it is uber funny, but she was holding the prawn out for people to see. Needless to say, though we reassured her that those were not in fact eyes, I didn't have one. I have a sneaking suspicion that they were eyes.. but shhhhh don't tell Raz!
I had this weird tasting pasta that was spagetti and eggs and bacon... Like an omlette in a pasta. It was weird, and I am not sure what I think of it, even now. But now my car smells like it, since I had leftovers. I drove home tonight from callies in the rain with the windows down, so I could try to get rid of the smell. It isn't bad, but it's not my fav. So i spritzed my GAP "Pink" in there, so hopefully it will go away by tomorrow.
Off to work tomorrow... and I am thankful that I can sleep in. Why do the weeks go slow, and the weekends go fast? I am a big fan of this weather too, by the way. It can be rainy and muggy, as long as it is slighty warm. It's like Florida here today... I wish the rain would bring thunderstorms, those are fun. As long as it doesn't rain during outside time with the kids.. I hate keeping them in, and I hate even more sending them home wet.
Well, that's it folks... Truly.