I really need to get my culminating project done.
After that I can pretty much not care about anything.

This weekend was crazy, just like every other weekend.
I love it, but I think I'm getting sick which isn't so sweet.

I don't think I've felt this depressed or empty in a really long time ( Read more... )

School has begun, it's okay despite not having classes with any of my friends.
I was almost arrested the other night and saw all my friends get handcuffed which was the scariest thing ever.
Oh and I pretty much work constantly.

School starts in four days.
I'm upset about so many things right now.
I wish it wasn't so difficult to be okay for once.

These past five days have been the best five days of my summer ( Read more... )

This past week I almost got myself killed and my parents knew that I was fucked up ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm not able to move in with Lena and her family and go to North Allegheny for my senior year. We were unable to finance having an apartment to use as an address/proof of residency within the district. My family can't afford it. I'm really upset but there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. So, I'm going to Dallastown for the first ( Read more... )

This entry will serve the purpose of an update on this upcoming school year's plans ( Read more... )

I think now would be a good time to assess reality and the way things are most likely going to end up next year ( Read more... )

Everything needs to work out.
Nothing feels okay without certain people.
It's becoming apparent that my facade is worn.
And I swear everyone around me can see my insides.