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Look. Sorry for whoever's pissed off. No one's going to understand me right now because I probably don't make any sense. I don't like burning bridges, but since it seems like no one cares about burning them with me, I guess that it's ok if for once I piss everyone off. I don't care if christmas even comes this year. Everything I do comes out ( Read more... )

ALL of the baby's tests came back negative. He's doing GREAT. And he should catch up to everyone else. we're taking another panel of tests for metabolic disorders. so in febuary we go back for those results.

Ya know what? I'm just a little bit done with every piece of bullsh1t that everyone's handed me over the years. My mom's not really a mom, she's just a witch without the ability to fly. My mother in law just leaves town with out notice. I have "friends", some that just like to butter me up, then talk crap about me behind my back, then others who ( Read more... )

Hey Everyone. We just got very scary results back from the baby's MRI he had done tuesday (Nov 1st). They found out that the baby actually has at least one active brain bleed and there's nothing that they can do about it. They also said they don't know if it was spontaneous or if it's a continuous thing that's happening. We'll find out more later. ( Read more... )

Hello. I'm hiding at chrissy's again with a migraine because the baby's very cranky... oh well. I missed ryan and steve's party. Anyone surprised? I'm not. My damn husband's been cranky too. Everyone's just too damn cranky. On better tunes I'm planning for christmas and thanksgiving. For all of you that have known me FOREVER you know I love this ( Read more... )

Okay groupies. I now am figuring out this damn journal thing, while hiding from hubby and bubba. Getting ready to go hang with Ryan and Steve (for the last time before they leave me to consult my pack of cigarettes solo)! JERKS! :-) I love you guys though and you guys are going to have to visit me. Anyway, like I said this is the rant of a mommy ( Read more... )