Tonight I'm going to be on the WB's hit show "SUPERNATURAL". It's been a while since I've worked and you all know that. So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!! Watch tonight!!!

Muahahahahaha!!

I like the new Depeche Mode CD....it's awesome.

James, are you comming back on Smallville? I heard a rumor that you were. Just asking.

Nathan, cookies for life for you.

Ben, share!! <3 I love you!!

That is all for my announcements.....and question. Heehee.

So, I'm alive. So stop worrying. I know you missed me, so here I am.

My New Years Eve was spent at home....asleep....on the rocking chair...with my kids. Being alone has it's erks. Quality time with Greg and Patti....it's great.

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So, Eric said it. The D word. And he gave me papers. I'm gonna sign them....soon.

It hurts to know he doesn't want me or the kids, but it's okay. I'll be fine. He'll pay child support and that's that.

I just wish it didn't hurt so much. Now I know how he felt when I spoke about James.

I'm slightly angry at James. He hasn't called and he didn't come see me in the hospital. I don't know wheather or not to be the usual understanding me or to be royally pissed off. I understand that he has his life and I have mine and that he's my friend, but , damnit, he's their godfather and , more importantly than that, my best friend ( Read more... )

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Is sitting in the bathtub singing showtunes to myself crazy? Cause I've been doing that a lot lately. Wow...*laughs*

Sooooo....how've you all been? I'm fine. Just chillin' out. Soooo.....I watched Farris Beuler's day off and I loved it.

I have been doing wonderfully. And guess what?! I had my babies. I'm in the hospital right now and Eric is asleep. I have my laptop here and I'm doing really well. They're soooo beautiful. I am the happiest mother in the world right now. I thought that I needed a man or a house or money or a job to make me happy. But I was wrong ( Read more... )

Eric and I are friends now. And are talking.

James....*smiles*....HI!!

In other news. I'm due in about a month so....yay!!!

I have to take a vacation from work because I went to the doctor and I have high blood pressure. I'm worried for my kids. Because of my bad choices and my temper I am affecting my unborn twins ( Read more... )