Comments | juliehill: Merry Christmas!

juliehill

Merry Christmas!

Dec 25, 2002 23:32

Wow! Today is Christmas. Actually, Christmas is almost over now. I think it went pretty well. I opened presents with my family in the morning. I have to return quite alot of clothes but I suppose it is better to return things than keep them and never wear them. I still felt kinda bad though...Oh well. My crazy aunt and grandma came over later in ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 26 2002, 12:38:04 UTC

Julie ( ... )

A response to the 1st Comment anonymous December 26 2002, 16:52:56 UTC

No offense...but I also know you somewhat as an acquaintance(i have decided to remain Anonymous in case you get mad) and you do seem to be just like what that one person says about you. I thought I'd post a responding comment because maybe two will help you to understand that you do act that way and I have also seen some of the people you've hurt. I'm not trying to point out your faults but I thought you needed to understand them.
Sincerely
Anonymous

juliehill December 27 2002, 13:00:37 UTC

Oh man, I don't really know what to say. I occasionally sit back and think about myself. About the way I live my life and the way I act, and I realize that I often get so caught up in the moment of whatever I am doing that I forget to remember others. About all the best friend stuff, it certainly is not that I don't need or want a best friend. I WANT BEST FRIENDS. I just don't really like to call people "best friends" since that eliminates others and I have had some really bad experiences with that in the past. It is still just as important for me, as for anyone else, to have close friends who I can connect with and with whom I can have a very special relationship. In effect, they are best friends. I didn't mean to hurt anyone at all with anything that I have done. That is the last thing I would ever want to do.

anonymous December 27 2002, 15:36:12 UTC

Julie
This is the person with the first comment...I like how you think you didn't seem to get all offensive with the idea that you have faults...you brought it to your attention. Maybe instead of just posting it in your live journal you should also talk to your friends because even though you didn't mean to hurt them you did. Make it up to them because I know a few of them are those rare kind of friends that can bring out the best in you and much more. And no i'm not trying to tell you what to do its just that at one point in my life I was like you and now I have no one because of the way I acted which is how you are acting. I just thought I'd get a good deed out of the way and maybe svae you the hurt and pain that you might go through with those friends.
Enjoy your life
Anonymous

anonymous December 29 2002, 22:46:26 UTC

So what do you have to say for yourself.
1st Anonymous

anonymous December 29 2002, 22:47:46 UTC

So what do you have to say for yourself?
1st Anonymous

juliehill December 30 2002, 12:04:59 UTC

So what do I have to say for myself? I didn't know that you wanted me to reply again. I think I already said just about everything there is to say. I realize that I have faults and will try to work to improve them and my relationships with certain friends but I can only go so far. I cannot completely change the way I am. I also really want to keep all of my friends but if someone is going to be unresponsive to my efforts, then I'm not gonna keep trying forever. I have never meant to hurt anyone and I want to keep my friendships with others intact. But friendship is a two way street and when I try to help out others then I feel that they at least need to respond somehow instead of just closing up and acting like they don't care. It makes me feel like they don't care about me and my concern for them and that makes me less willing to try to help out and be concerned the next time around. Even when friends show that they care sometimes, if they turn around and act ungrateful another time then it doesn't work. I think we both know what I ( ... )

anonymous December 30 2002, 21:18:03 UTC

Who the hell are you talking about? I don't know you?
Are you confusing me with someone? I was just randomly going through the livejournal people and I reconized your name and then I remembered that you were at my school (inglemoor highschool). I think you have me confused with someone else. Who do you think I am because trust me you have it all wrong. I'm not one of your friends.And I have never been one of your friends.
Who the hell do you think I am?

juliehill January 3 2003, 14:22:57 UTC

You seem to know so much about everything I do so I assumed that you actually knew me. I still think that you do since someone who is "not one of my friends" probably wouldn't be so concerned about my faults and all. Oh well. I'm curious but I suppose it doesn't really matter who you are. Oh yeah, and with the whole thing about me thinking I know who you are, I really don't know but I hope that the person I was talking about sees what I wrote. That is what really matters.

anonymous December 30 2002, 21:21:32 UTC

Who do you think I am?
I was randomly going through the livejournal users logs one day and I reconized your name and remebered that you went to my school and I thought I'd do a good deed and try to point something out to you. You must have me confused with someone else.
I mean we were never friends before. Who do you think I am?

anonymous January 3 2003, 19:28:55 UTC

Who were you talking about?
Maybe I know her too.
Anonymous

juliehill January 5 2003, 12:14:16 UTC

I don't need to say who it is, they will know who they are and I don't feel like I need to share who they are w/everyone else