even though my classes are CCC (community college cakewalks) i still feel like i should be studying. BUT even just talking about studying makes me bored out of my mind so i will now write here.

ok as promised forever ago.. pictures of my perm! i almost loathe to post these because my facial expressions are that dumb but whatever.

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teenage angst, several things:  (1) english group driving me absofuckinglutely insane. i am honestly overcome with rage and hatred for every one of them.  (2) firestorms are sick shit. by sick i mean literally i hate it and it makes me feel terrible and unwell.  (3) i paid $36 more than i should have for a background check today. which, by the way ( Read more... )

i find that most of the boys i am involved with, go on to be extremely successful later.. after i've driven them away.  they get on task, get on track, get more confident, get more capable, get wonderful girlfriends, get happily ever afters.  whereas i am just stuck in limbo, never happy with what i have and always wanting what i can't have.  it's ( Read more... )

across the universe.  watch it.  amazing.  been waiting for it all summer, was not disappointed.  am in fuckin love with jim sturgess.  that's all.

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what. am i doing.

someone might get hurt, but it won't be me.

today i passed out during class. i was perfectly fine one moment and the next i was on the floor sweating and hyperventilating. i specifically remember calling out for ryan because he "is a boyscout" and "knows what to do."

so intense. and bizarre.

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why dont you guys just love each other and get over it already.
i am dreadfully sick of being the one in the middle

i fucking mean it.