I'm listening to my new Sparta cd...I payed for it. My pants are much too big to have done otherwise. I'm super tired and it's all Bub's fault. And from time to time I'll get the chills and I blame him for that as well. I say it's a side effect from my defrosting heart. "welcome to the cheese factory." You're too much...and I love it. I ( Read more... )

Julie is no longer in the driver's seat. In fact, I think she's all the way in the trunk...gah, life. I'm still smiling.

Music is just everything...it heightens everything and tho sometimes that may be a bad thing, nonetheless...yay for music and all it's antagonizing glory. wow, damn Coldplay. "Yellow", always remember. I am a mess of emotions...a true, genuine mess and I love it and hate it all at the same time. Life confuses me and hurts me and makes me love ( Read more... )

blah! life right now is so strange...I'm so scared that things are gonna go back to the way they were before...God, that would destroy me. That's why I'm so scared to take it all in and be happy about it...what if tomorrow it all ends and then I'm left alone again...oh well, I still smile to myself when I think about it. I'm happy, how crazy is

oh great, just what I need, another lame website to bitch on...actually, that's exactly what I need. You can only post so many blogs on myspace...and so many Bright Eyes lyrics too...so here it goes, my first post. Can't give too much away, you must never let them know EVERYTHING because knowledge is power and that can be dangerous. Just let ( Read more... )

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