wow...i didn't realize how long its been.

Well wednesday:
i had church--and it rained ALL day....then it started snowing. well i was driving home in my car, and i was seriously going 30 mph. well i was going down indian falls rd. and all of a sudden the snow took my car--i had no control-it was so weird. i did a 360 in the road and my car backed ( Read more... )

well sunday was pretty good. pastor and becky are still in cleveland-so keep praying. i had to take the johnson girls home, then i went home and took a nap. then i had to get up cause i had work 4-10 with tony. it was fun. i love tony. he's so cool. we got done right away. then i was gunna go tanning-but then remembered that it was sunday and it ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday was good. my mom and i went shopping..all day. seriously. we left at 10, and at first it wasn't too exciting, because all i could think about was chris. because we used to go shopping together. i don't know what's wrong with me lately ( Read more... )

well today was wonnnnderful ( Read more... )

why do i keep thinking about him ( Read more... )

pretend it's not forever,
i'll pull myself together
i'll say that i'll forget him,
i'll breathe.
& i'll say he never hurt me,
& look at it as learning,
& laugh about the good & the bad.
because i won't live forever
we don't belong together,
i know i'll feel better,
one day when i can make it through.

well lets see today was alright. i had to get up really ( Read more... )

well the 29th-saturday, i had to work at akron 6-9 with rachel. and it was soooo good. i love her. and we got losta visitors. first dave--then christy...and then of course--chris. haha. he told me he was grounded--but he came to see me anyways. aw how cute. then i left and went to kaleigh's bc we had the team dinner at her house--and we were all ( Read more... )

well to recap-the cheerleading banquet went good. i did not cry. why would i? lol. jk...i probably will at the basketball one. but it was fun---i love all my girlies. i got home and did homework and went to bed.

so wednesday i had practice...mrs. rennolds was there. thank God.
then i took a nap and had church. sammy was there! yay. i love him.
our ( Read more... )

school was pretty pointless today. kaleigh was blind for psyc. so i had to help her a few times throughout the day. i had gym..and it pretty much sucked. but then me kal and missy went down to the intermediate school cafeteria to set up for the banquet tonight. we did a fabulous job. then i left to go get my brother--and on the way out i saw brett ( Read more... )