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[julieta]

Sometimes I wish everything could be the way it was four years ago :( I don't seem to have any of my dreams I once had anymore. They're all gone. I miss my dreams, I miss painting all day long, I miss the magic in my life, I miss our plans for the future, I miss the poetry, I miss us being rebellious, I miss the flirting, I miss the excitement, I

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[yayli]

You can't have grown up! You're younger than me, and I haven't grown up yet!
Aww. I get depressed too sometimes. These feelings always pass eventually. I hope you feel better soon. There is always magic in life! I promise.
*HUGS*

[julieta]

Thnx Julia. You're right I haven't really grown up yet, I probably never will. And thankfully you haven't either :) It's just that I don't have the time for all the things I used to love anymore and I have to act like an adult nowadays and people treat me that way. I have to be responsible and act the way I am supposed to act around my colleagues and around most of the people I see (my boyfriend's family, his friends, people I meet at work, etc.). I miss being rebellious and mischievous with the friends I used to have.
I know I have different good things in my life now, I just never realized it would mean I had to give up all of the old things.

[weedy_seadragon]

Noooo, don't grow up, it's boring! :-P *waving hi* ;-)