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[juliuscaesar636]

Heh. Oi loves my new LiveJournal userpic

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[666_cracked_666]

i'm in a fairly similar boat to you
right now i care more about my friends then my family
friends accept you for who ever you are
family still has that predisposition that you might turn out how they dreamed
i can't count the number of times that i've seen the look in their eyes when i didn't succeed in the ways they wanted me too.
also there is who you can relate to easily

[liadan_debarra]

yea, same with me Eoin. But your one of the most well adjusted ppl I know...Id kinda like to be closer to my familly but Im just not...They dont really know anything bout me at all...and I know Im a disappointment to teh way they wanted me to turn out. I love who I am...finally, and it's about time. I have a job, a girlfriend who loves me, I make my own choices and I make good choices. and I take care of myself, I feed myself, I clothe myself, all they do is provide a roof over my head. I kinda realised after all the deaths in the past few months and over the years, that if you live up to who YOU want to be, thats all you need. Parents matter more when your younger...and yea, our dead singer mad friend seems happy very close to her mum, but then again, she doesn't want to leave her mum, and hen she does, it's gonna be harder, where as we want our independance now, and we can get it easier and faster...anyway...Im rambeling, as usual, soz. talk to you later xXx ;)

[juliuscaesar636]

I s'pose that's true, heh. But... I dunno. My parents don't really put any expectations on me, and I'm pretty sure I don't disappoint them... But I know my mother isn't happy the way things are at the moment. And I don't particularly like seeing her unhappy, because no matter how much we don't talk, she's still a parent... I dunno. I have to think on things further, it would kinda be a bit selfish of me to just take off as soon as I can... wouldn't it? I dunno...