wow my dad left for work at 3 10 this morning and still isnt home and its 3 26 wow he works so hard for so little i always feel so bad for him man o man he deserves everything he wants i just wished that i could give it all to him...

I love the way he puts his hair, the way he talks to me all the time, the way he shows up at my house, the way he calls, the way he laughs, what he wears, his shoes ( Read more... )

I love justin muah muah....take me to prom hehe..i got a dress..

i feel so bad for her she is torn away from the people she loves i feel bad for her she is hated by her sister i feel bad for her that she doesnt have me i feel bad for her because she heard always and forever on sunday and almost started to cray as well as me its so sad the way things went for her on sunday it just came on the radio i hope hes ( Read more... )

my day was so good man o man well i woke up around 9 and i heard my mom reading some really complicated crap out loud some ethics class she is taking and man o man that was confusing i hung around for awhile and then i sarted to clean my room and do laundry boy i have that many clothes i thought haha wow well then my mom and vicky left one for work ( Read more... )

I am still torn form the decision to make like in my last entry i wish someone would make the choice for me someone tell me what i should do please..

-the one who always writes..

i am torn with the choice the choice to go to a friends beach party which i really want to go to or if i should go to my dads house and see my sister and get 100 dollars to go shopping i dont want to ask for it and not go to his house but i dont want to seem greedy maybe i wont go to his house and never mention his promise again i dont want to seem ( Read more... )

Why does all this have to happen to me first she leaves me all alone in the dust se takes the whole idea of a role model away i guess it doesnt matter much to her she left anyways it doesnt help that i feel ignored and unwanted around her just because shes with him and he is always there shes not supposed to be there she is supposed to be with me ( Read more... )

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i feel like such a failure i have been trying to lose some weight because i am unhappy with it and i have lost 2 pounds thats it and i probally gained it back yesterday when i ate a #3 and chocolate raisans i plan to run but never stick with it i am such a freakin fat bum oh now i get it thats why no one likes me cuz i am so freakin fat...