I don't think anyone has done this yet so .. XD
The image that comes from "manliness" is someone who is naively honest without putting on airs and is to the extent of being a bit clumsy. I haven't met someone like that yet.[That type of person] is really different from me. But I'm okay with that. This is only an image. I am me. What's important is"individuality" rather than "manliness." (The staff tells Yamada, "Yama-chan doesn't put on airs. You're an honest person.") Seriously? I must be manly then! So with that, my feelings that I am not as dissatisfied as I am believed to be are found out (laughs).
I'm a person who is easily influenced by other people's opinions. Even when it comes to picking clothes, I think, "This color is nice" but when my friend says, "No, this one's better" and says another color, I say, "Is that so?" then I end up buying that one. That is because I think that the opinions of the people who look objectively after me are important too. Us guys, on top of understanding ourselves it would also be good even if we had the strength to state definitely, "I believe in my intuition!".
Right now I am disciplining my weight. I heard that if you have too many muscles, it's hard to grow taller so I restrained myself from too much muscle training. I don't need height anymore. This summer, i have seen the situation but there is no indication that I'm getting taller!! So every day I do sit-ups 100 times in one day and abdonimal twists 500 times. And the worst muscle for boys is when it comes to the crunch (Note : this is an expression), we want muscles that serve their purpose. When we get girlfriends, we want to be able to protect them whatever happens. If only I become macho, my weakness would be not being able to be suited wearing a prince costume (bitter laugh).
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