Wow.
Fuck this situation.
I screwed myself over so much. I fell in love knowing that I was going to get hurt and I didn't care. I didn't listen to people, now all I hear is "I told you so" and it fucking hurts, and I know I should have listened.
I see what Kayla's doing.. After talking to some of my close friends, and actually thinking about
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how you doin? i just mailed you. i hope you'll listen to me and wait for college and wait for REAL love. one that you can see and touch and know that it is felt both ways. on the internet you dont have to be who you are. dammit, i played games on my friends when i was younger, pretending to be someone else just to get laughs, i know its bad now but then it was just funny. i could tell you alot of things that arent true and you would believe then (you can see my expession to tell if i'm lying,) text speaks with no tone in its voice. and i know you spoke to her on the phone, but by then maybe she was in too deep.
on the other hand you are a person with alot of feelings, maybe she made herself believe she felt the way you did, some people don't feel much at all.
whatever it was, just get over it and wait for the real thing, til it comes just flirt and oogle. you can just do that without falling in love,
luv ya
jo
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