So excited, scared, nervous, anxious, happy, sad, lonely, worried, overwhelmed, loved... I feel all of these right now!!! To the maxxx!!! Maaaaan, this has the potential of being the BEST weekend EVERRRRR! Count the Stars tonight with Trina & Sarah. That's just gonna be off the chain! Plus... well, you'l see... Then, father & son time ( Read more... )

So excited to go home!!! So excited that I am awake still at 4:39am. Ok, no I was studying and doing hw after a hellish night at work. My sleeping pattern is so fucked up. But everything has a reason for working out the way it does. Chattin it up with one of the coolest girls I know right now. Is she worth not getting a wink of sleep? I don' ( Read more... )

I am restless tonight. It's 2:30 & I ain't tired one friggin bit. Ok, maybe a tad. I took a nap earlier so maybe that's why. This friggin sleep is killin me. I was even up earlyt this mornig, well early in my world... 9am ( Read more... )

I haven't been sleeping well for quite some time now. Recently though it's been awful. I wake up several times in the middle of the night. Or I wake up early in the morning, which is a crime in my world. My dreams have been very dismal lately too. I had this dream last night where I becam a recluse. No one knew what happened to me. Everyone ( Read more... )

I'm getting pumped about living with Paolo next semester. What a cool kid. He finally admitted he's emo tonight. This time next year he will be so into the scene... I guarantee it!!!! I just wish Tam were living with us. Maybe it will still happen. I also wish Adrian would just move up here. Maaaan, if that kid lived with me, what a blast we ( Read more... )

I'm psyched. Tonight I applied for this internship through Mastercard to work with Jurassic 5 this summer. How friggin cool would that be?!?!?! Oh my god, amazing... Only 48 get to go to these classes that teach you about th music industry & then 12 from those 48 get the internship. I doubt I'll have any chance but I think my essay was worthy ( Read more... )

Hung out with Tam tonight. Maaan, what a crazy kid. He cracks me up. Talks of living together and with Paolo have surfaced & I must say I'm pretty psyched aboutt that. That would be so much fun. I wouldn't be so miserable here. We'll see after I talk it over with the parents ( Read more... )

I gotta be at work tomorrow morning at 10 so I am going to sleep early. However, it's snowing again. 3-8 inches is expected by tomorrow afternoon so I dunno if I will even be able to get to work. I need to though because my houirs are slim and next week is practically nothing since I am going home to see the fam. I used to always pray for snow ( Read more... )

Lost in my thoughts again ( Read more... )

First things first, thanks to all my posts from last night. You guys are great and sure make me feel loved ( Read more... )