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today officially classifies as a clusterfuck.
great day. first, got a speeding ticket. the cop was overly nice which made it way worse. of course, i was late to class cause of it. as i was unpacking my shit i got a fucking parking violation (i was in the same place where everyone ALWAYS always unloads!)... i really dont have the money for this. then i realized i forgot a bunch of stuff at home. also forgot to do an assignment for astronomy AGAIN (and i am already screwed times 50 in that class)...i was frantically trying to do without my books or a calculator and i missed the next class working on it. then i tried to turn it in only to find out he wouldn't take it because he had JUST posted the answers online.
and AS I TYPE THIS ive gotten news that the airline keeps fucking everything up for cozumel...we might even have to cancel the trip entirely *sob* not to mention i have my mom FREAKING out over the drug cartels and telling me she doesnt want me to go AFTER i put the money down....i keep telling her ive done my research and its fine...for fucks sake its a tourist ISLAND and nowhere near the border but SHE WONT LISTEN TO ME.....
i hate using livejournal just to rant but i have nobody at school to vent to. thats another thing. this semester SUCKS. 2 of my closest friends here graduated early and everyone else i'm good friends with is always ridiculously busy even on the weekends (seriously am i the only non pre-med here? it makes me feel like a complete slacker.) then there are the people i have cut off entirely because they are backstabbing assholes, which puts a huge, huge dent in my social life because there are 2 degrees between them and everybody. i feel so cut off from everyone. as soon as i get back on campus i immediately feel like complete shit.
and thats the end of my rant. now im off to wonderful, glorious, inspiring 3 hour lab where i always feel completely useless. i'm terrified for what else will go wrong today.
great day. first, got a speeding ticket. the cop was overly nice which made it way worse. of course, i was late to class cause of it. as i was unpacking my shit i got a fucking parking violation (i was in the same place where everyone ALWAYS always unloads!)... i really dont have the money for this. then i realized i forgot a bunch of stuff at home. also forgot to do an assignment for astronomy AGAIN (and i am already screwed times 50 in that class)...i was frantically trying to do without my books or a calculator and i missed the next class working on it. then i tried to turn it in only to find out he wouldn't take it because he had JUST posted the answers online.
and AS I TYPE THIS ive gotten news that the airline keeps fucking everything up for cozumel...we might even have to cancel the trip entirely *sob* not to mention i have my mom FREAKING out over the drug cartels and telling me she doesnt want me to go AFTER i put the money down....i keep telling her ive done my research and its fine...for fucks sake its a tourist ISLAND and nowhere near the border but SHE WONT LISTEN TO ME.....
i hate using livejournal just to rant but i have nobody at school to vent to. thats another thing. this semester SUCKS. 2 of my closest friends here graduated early and everyone else i'm good friends with is always ridiculously busy even on the weekends (seriously am i the only non pre-med here? it makes me feel like a complete slacker.) then there are the people i have cut off entirely because they are backstabbing assholes, which puts a huge, huge dent in my social life because there are 2 degrees between them and everybody. i feel so cut off from everyone. as soon as i get back on campus i immediately feel like complete shit.
and thats the end of my rant. now im off to wonderful, glorious, inspiring 3 hour lab where i always feel completely useless. i'm terrified for what else will go wrong today.