Comments | jungle_monkee: Reflections

jungle_monkee

Reflections

Feb 17, 2004 23:37

I don't recognize the person starring at me in the mirror ( Read more... )

Comments 4

... kill_urself February 20 2004, 05:52:15 UTC

i dont know what to say because i know deep inside that im the cause of all your pain. I knew this would happen and thats why i had to break up with you... I knew this would fucking happen, is this why your all punked out, so you can be condsirded punk and that justifies being depressed??? huh?!?! listen, it is so easy to hang your head low and walk on through life, but lift your fucking head up and talk to me... plz... i dont want to hold this responsibility and you promised me that i wouldnt be responsible.... I just need time to find myself, i dont want to do that with you sitting their pretending to not look at me... But its not like i dont so ya, i do miss you but im the one who broke up with you so i have to be the one whom's head is alwasy up. But ya, me and monet are over, because i still had feelings for someone else and ya, that would be meesed up to her. I do miss you but right now, im glad that we ended things before things got really serious and then you would have been just like the one i dispise... i just knew this ( ... )

Re: ... jungle_monkee February 20 2004, 19:39:19 UTC

When you told me that you needed to change some thing in my life i thought for a long time and i realized that i was hiding who i was. i was just trying to be who i thought every one wanted me to be. Im all punked out because its what i want to be. its not your fault that im like this. i chose to be like this on my own. i dont want to make you feel bad but you did break my heart but that doesn't mean that i dont care for you or love you any more. Like you said I never want to stop being friends. And today(even though it should have been a long time ago) I make an effort to be your friend. I havent given up on you. and i guess you havent let go. But I want you to know that The way i act and the way i look is the me ive kept hidden way. i dont really care what every one else thinks about the way i look. If they cant except it then they cant except me.

Re: ... kill_urself February 21 2004, 05:58:04 UTC

PUNKER!!!!! lol, sorry, i just dont like punkers...mewhahahaha, im drunk and this is fun. typing and such. It turns out that staisha still likes me, so ya, thats k0l. but ya, im going to go back to playing soul calubilar with chrsi and them, laterz

shadowfax2004 April 10 2004, 05:06:22 UTC

Good poetry...that's all I can really say from my vantage point