dreadgrey [6:34 PM]: last night ( Read more... )

i know i said i wasnt gonna drink. but its thursday... and its cold... and i wanna have a fire and drink a colt 45, or whatever malt liquor beverage is available. i just need to find someone to join me. hmmm.

i just posted one of the ugliest/ most embarrassing pics of me on the internet. on the reflective bored. ha. it made me laugh though ( Read more... )

its past my bed time dammit. i drank way too much coffee. and ive been doing so good at going to bed early this week. damn damn damn. the only thing thats gonna get me to sleep before 4 or 5 is some wine, and i dont see that happening. i think ill try to take advantage of the manic hyperactivity though.... and play online and make arts and crafts ( Read more... )

so i was gonna go to the ftaa protest, and then i was not, then i was, then not ( Read more... )

ha... adam and now tim have both asked if i wanted to go to a sixers game.... i wonder if we can all go together... not

its a school night and im about to get 9 hrs sleep thanks to business law being cancelled....
i have 7 days until i go "home" to my parents house for thanksgiving. after that, i have 7 days till finals, then 2 till i leave. 16 more days total spent in tallahassee, i can handle it.
im going sleep now.

its like.... i want everything to be how it was... but i cant say that it ever will be... cuz theres just alot of hurt there i guess.... i feel terrible i know.... like as soon as i walked in the door just now i was in tears... its hard to hug you because i dont want to let go..... i can apologize and cry over it as much as i want, but nothing will ( Read more... )

i think i saw rich mart last night.... i think so, in the middle of the street.. i think we stopped and said hello, but didnt say hello... it was weird... or maybe it was a random hallucination.... idk, i havent been able to clarify last night cuz amy hasnt been home all day... im remembering more things... i think i made friends with random ( Read more... )

yeah so there are only 3 pics left on my disposable camera.... i dont know what theyre of? im realizing theres alot more of last night that i dont remember. eh, i havent been that drunk since like... my birthday. i hate getting that drunk, its stupid. damn liquor. my butt hurts too... i think i fell on it at latenight.... and i think we were only ( Read more... )