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[juniper_rain]

i've reached a state of self-induced loneliness. all i see when i look at people is a missed opportunity to be closer with them. you can't just cram tons of memories and joy into a few weeks, but rather than face the fact that i'm not as close with a lot of these people as i'd like to be, i just don't see them at all

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[helionaut]

"when you share so much of yourself with another person and become dependant on them, you lose sight of who you are a little bit"

I know exactly how that feels. Finding a balance is not as easy as it sounds.

[gogalucky]

you know, it's probably a good thing. it's right before you leave and it means that once you leave you'll be ready for new fun, rather than stuck on all the goodness.

see, so far my two hours in israel are poops and i'm not excited enough about going to the kibbutz today and i think i got the shittayest roommate or NO roommate so poop poop and gosh i loveyou.