sometimes, things cant just go back to normal and sometimes thats good, and sometimes its bad but when they cant, you usually have to start all over again and only rarely, if ever, is starting over completely over and over and over again worth it i'm not so sure this is... but if it is, i think this time it will be better
p.s. i also find it funny that when i realized what i needed to do, and i set aside a plan, i acted in the exact opposite manner also, sinc ei didn't really celebrate my birthday this weekend, eric... we are going to have to make up for it next weekend