No more DXM.
I've said it befor but I started to think about it and why I love it so much.
The only reason I did it was because it reminded me of someone.
I really don't want to think about it anymore.

"The collect is good.
The collect is suprise."
-Matt New

I was on my way home yesterday.I just looked down for a second and that's all it took.I slam into a motorcycle with two people on it.The passenger with into my window and the driver some how get under the bike.I fucking hit my head bad ( Read more... )

Reason is in the hospital.He overdosed taking just 2 more pills than I need just to trip.
God I miss him.

....Where do I start ( Read more... )

Rob-EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP!We gota be incugnisquis.....Messiah is that a word ( Read more... )

I am not lost
I know where I am
It's the last place I ever wanted to be

I really didn't want to write this but

Reason-Hey Messiah,if you had one wish what would it be?
Messiah-......her.

I guess this shit isn't worth dieing for.
It's funny how I still care so much but I guess it dosen't matter anymore.
It's funny how I never let things go and I can't just move on.
Everything I never wanted is dead and gone.

What would things be like if I came back?
Would anything change?
Would it matter?

I was told the other day that I was a really hot.
HOT!?
What the fuck
I AM NOT HOT OR CUTE OR BEAUTIFUL IN ANY WAY
I am nothing great or speacal
I am nothing

I'm not even the Messiah

I can't even save myself...

I have a new job working at a yard loading trucks it's hard work but it pays nice.I like the guys I work with I guess ( Read more... )

There is no light in this world.