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i wrote a long list of resolutions. read them if you wish.
im gonna break this down. its gonna be long, but organized.
Family:::
i want to get along with my dad again. we used to be really close but lately everyday is another fight. i want my step mom to stop being so hoity toity and i want her to stop judging me constantly... in order to do so maybe i shouldnt judge her so much. with my sisters, i want to get closer with robbin, maybe visit her in the city. with shannon, i want to not hate her as much as i do right now. with karly i just want to make her see that just because im not as religious as she is i am still a moderately good person. with allie, i want to get really close with her. she kinda gets left out because she is the youngest. but she is the coolest and i want her to know that. With my mom, i want her to stop smothering me. this may sound bitter and mean but i want her to open her eyes and realize that we will never be close, she abandoned me, and i want her to see that i cant love her like a mother.
Friends:::
I firstly want to not worry about the friends that i dont need to worry about. those people i used to consider my best friends, but really never were. i want to make things up with gaffy. i messed up, and i realize right now making things up is impossible because of current situations, but eventually. i dont want to leave town for college without her as a friend. i want to re-establish my friendship with nick, i sincerely miss him. i want to get closer with people who have always been there for me, but i havent necessarily been the greatest to them. most of all, i want to put the pieces of the friendship i had with kelly back together. she was the best best friend i ever had. with the exception of chad, ive never been closer to anyone or able to be so open.
Boys:::
First of all i want to find a special boy pretty soon. but in lieu of that i dont want to be consumed by that boy to the point where he is all i talk about. i want a cute boy who makes me laugh. who likes the outdoors and decent music and who will watch FRIENDS with me over and over and over. but he doesnt have to be all that cute because im not that shallow or that pretty so im not getting my hopes too high on that. oh he also has to like baseball, maybe even play it. but he has to go to tigers games with me no matter how much they suck. and he should probably play an instrument. like guitar or the keyboard or something fun. but seriously thats all. for 2006 i want to be less picky about boys. but he does have to like FRIENDS.
School:::
Lets start with exams. i really need to study. and ill study a half hour a day for each subject a week before the tests. but my goals mainly concern Physics A. i need to concentrate more, and probably have more confidence because half the time im right. i should meet lizzy at the library more because we get a lot done in our study sessions. i want to have every assignment turned in on time. then there is precalc. i really need to do the homework at home more. and concentrate in that class more. i want an A in there next semester, (and a B in Physics A). When Advanced Government starts i want to do really well in there. im going to strive for an A.
Miscellaneous:::
I want to learn how to spell miscellaneous. i want to get over my fear of public performance and actually play in front of some of my friends. i want to paint a picture that makes people gasp. i want to write a song that changes someones mind about something.i want to quit FRIENDS at one point, maybe not this year, but this addiction is insane. i want to get more involved in my youth commission. i want to get a job i actually like. i want to get into U of M. i want to get into State. i want to be bothered by the decision as to which one to go to. i want to get a 30 on my ACTS. i want to achieve true unagi. im serious. i want to meet david schwimmer and probably make out with him or something. i want FRIENDS to go back on the air.
i realize i cant really control the last one, but hey.
im gonna break this down. its gonna be long, but organized.
Family:::
i want to get along with my dad again. we used to be really close but lately everyday is another fight. i want my step mom to stop being so hoity toity and i want her to stop judging me constantly... in order to do so maybe i shouldnt judge her so much. with my sisters, i want to get closer with robbin, maybe visit her in the city. with shannon, i want to not hate her as much as i do right now. with karly i just want to make her see that just because im not as religious as she is i am still a moderately good person. with allie, i want to get really close with her. she kinda gets left out because she is the youngest. but she is the coolest and i want her to know that. With my mom, i want her to stop smothering me. this may sound bitter and mean but i want her to open her eyes and realize that we will never be close, she abandoned me, and i want her to see that i cant love her like a mother.
Friends:::
I firstly want to not worry about the friends that i dont need to worry about. those people i used to consider my best friends, but really never were. i want to make things up with gaffy. i messed up, and i realize right now making things up is impossible because of current situations, but eventually. i dont want to leave town for college without her as a friend. i want to re-establish my friendship with nick, i sincerely miss him. i want to get closer with people who have always been there for me, but i havent necessarily been the greatest to them. most of all, i want to put the pieces of the friendship i had with kelly back together. she was the best best friend i ever had. with the exception of chad, ive never been closer to anyone or able to be so open.
Boys:::
First of all i want to find a special boy pretty soon. but in lieu of that i dont want to be consumed by that boy to the point where he is all i talk about. i want a cute boy who makes me laugh. who likes the outdoors and decent music and who will watch FRIENDS with me over and over and over. but he doesnt have to be all that cute because im not that shallow or that pretty so im not getting my hopes too high on that. oh he also has to like baseball, maybe even play it. but he has to go to tigers games with me no matter how much they suck. and he should probably play an instrument. like guitar or the keyboard or something fun. but seriously thats all. for 2006 i want to be less picky about boys. but he does have to like FRIENDS.
School:::
Lets start with exams. i really need to study. and ill study a half hour a day for each subject a week before the tests. but my goals mainly concern Physics A. i need to concentrate more, and probably have more confidence because half the time im right. i should meet lizzy at the library more because we get a lot done in our study sessions. i want to have every assignment turned in on time. then there is precalc. i really need to do the homework at home more. and concentrate in that class more. i want an A in there next semester, (and a B in Physics A). When Advanced Government starts i want to do really well in there. im going to strive for an A.
Miscellaneous:::
I want to learn how to spell miscellaneous. i want to get over my fear of public performance and actually play in front of some of my friends. i want to paint a picture that makes people gasp. i want to write a song that changes someones mind about something.i want to quit FRIENDS at one point, maybe not this year, but this addiction is insane. i want to get more involved in my youth commission. i want to get a job i actually like. i want to get into U of M. i want to get into State. i want to be bothered by the decision as to which one to go to. i want to get a 30 on my ACTS. i want to achieve true unagi. im serious. i want to meet david schwimmer and probably make out with him or something. i want FRIENDS to go back on the air.
i realize i cant really control the last one, but hey.