ok once and for all, the transplant is NOT a surgery. i will not be under any kind of anestisha or w/e, i will be fully awake and watching tv the whole time. also, i have no felt like visiotrs at all during the last few days, and the feeling continues. it is mostly due to the constant vomiting and major fatigue. otherwise its going good. ( Read more... )

so i have officially started chemotherapy. next tuesday, i will be having my bone marrow transplant. fancy eh? and i know good luck i believe in you and so on. thank you!

ok i know that nick just made fun of me for my entry last night but i dont care i have another soccer story ( Read more... )

you know those moments where u look back and ur really proud of urself? like if you won the national spelling bee or saved a kitty from a tree. well my moments are when i scored a really great goal in a soccer game. whenever i think back to those moments, i get an awesome feeling inside, knowing that i did a great job ( Read more... )

so basically, theres an empty space right next to me. the puppy would fit perfectly in the space, all curled up. i can just imagine him lying there, sleeping. or fussing about. i just miss him so much its unbearable already. i dont think i'll be able to stand a month or so without seeing him, he just means so much to me. he is my rock. its ( Read more... )

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my surgery went fine... now im at home with the dog, my best friend ( Read more... )

Im about to have the worst vacation of my life!!!!!!!!!!!! urghhhhhhhh

I PLAYED SOCCER TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!! to all of u who dont know what this means...screw u. this is one of the only really good things that have happened to me so far.

I PLAYED SOCCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!