What a great day! woke up and shiiit took a shower and in about an hour I'll be headed to rochester to see elaina parina my lovebug♥. I'm going with sloane and erica and (hopefully) shamecca. We're going for two days. It really makes me think about how much I actually miss people from purchase. It's so weird to go from seeing someone every daym ( Read more... )

Would you please
Let me slide a few words
Under your door

The first 3 say
I LOVE YOU
The last 5,
BUT I CAN'T NO MORE
I don't believe in miracles,
Not like I did before.

Last night I realized that I need to let go. I feel like I still hold a shitload of grudges every day and I hold on to things for way too long. Oh yeah, Happy New Year. I think I'm ( Read more... )

Basically, I told my mom that I want to be an assistant manager, go to WCC for a year, get my own apartment or someting and live on my own, because I don't want to deal with both my parents and my brother. It started off with me thinking. A lot. And basically what's happening is that my brother is being ten times worse than I've ever been/will be ( Read more... )

So it hasn't even been 24 hours of being home and my parents are already up my ass. Yesterday my mom asked me if I'd ever consider commuting to Purchase, like next year or the year after that or something. I actually considered it. Today, not so much. I refuse to live at home again ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really, really, really wish I had never gotten into a relationship with Justin. Not because it's him in particular, but just because that was a real relationship for me. But it was nothing for him. Well, maybe it was. I don't know. But I know that in the end he felt nothing for me. Which blows. I guess I just wish I could find someone ( Read more... )

so yeah. i've done a lot of drugs. and let's just say i'm done experimenting ( Read more... )

Well, the holiday season is arriving and I'm excited for Thanksgiving and Christmas. What I'm not excited about is being so lonelayy for the holidays. It totally sucks. I can't even count how many times I've been rejected or the other person just isn't interested. And seriously, not to be a dick but they're not that attractive. I just don't ( Read more... )

Halloween was amazing. We drank and went to the Village for the halloween parade, and eventually just walked down streets drunk talking to anyone and everyone in fake russian accents. It was awesome ( Read more... )

my roomate's developing some serious acne. ew.

I want this semester to be over pronto.
I'm hungry.
Life is good.
Bye :)

Hello :) long time no update.

College is great, a little behind on my work but it's nothing that can't be solved.
I don't think I REALLY want to do psychology anymore. Photography's looking pretty good right now.
Or journalism...
I dunno. ahhh! I wish I knew what I wanted to be!
That is all.