well here

[junkiegirl2007]

I sit...high again dammit all to hell

I am still not ready to give it up

but I MUST

as I am now way way way in the hole financially

all because of a stupid fucking drug. what an idiot I am

If I had the means I would kill myself now and be done with it

Comments

you're not an idiot

[ex_opiferum]

ok, you're not an idiot; you just need to change how often you use. i mean, i don't shoot up habitually anymore, and i was once hopelessly on the gear... it is possible.

Re: you're not an idiot

[junkiegirl2007]

aww thanks for the support. I do appreciate it. I did manage to not shoot up all day today

but I plan to tomorrow for sure

I just like it way too damn much

(sigh)

Re: you're not an idiot

[ex_opiferum]

tell me about it... i'm probably going to get a script for suboxone, and even though the literature says you can't inject it, you can and it's a better high than H or methadone: can't wait!