i've been drowning my pain and shit in work and ciggies. haven't really got any breaks since months ago. one project to anothers.. from dawn till dawn.. i work more than i sleep
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the pessimist takes a sort of gloomy pleasure in observing the depths to which human behaviour can sink. The more sin he sees, the more his belief in original sin is confirmed. Everyone likes to have his deepest convictions confirmed. That's one of the most abiding of human satisfactions...
something inside me died. the last 10 years should have been about building a life, growing, developing, taking whatever fate threw at me. But i havent been able to do that because every move i've made, every decision i've made, has been about one moment in my life that can never be erased and can, I now realize, never be put right.