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[junko]

and i could not bare to allow that love was in vain. doomed with the task that the sorrow hanging over my conscience ness, clouding my eyes, is for only myself to rid of. and i am constantly reminded of how alone i am in this world. for real. not because i choose to be. because i am. because i cannot be like everyone else. because i am not.

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[ramonathebrave]

nat...remember the last time i saw you in chicago (when i was still homesick for it, and you showed me this poem by rumi (sp?), and it made me feel better? i've had kind of a shitty week, but reading the above was really inspiring; it made me feel a lot better. how do you do it?

i miss you. if you ever want to stay with me, you're more than welcome. milwaukee is probably the opposite of where you are, though...but i don't think in a bad way. however, i will be in portland/olympia next week. have you any way of going north (if you are still in CA)?

[junko]

how do i do it.? it's just what i do.

i have no way of going north.. perhaps we will meet again in chicago. but have fun in the northwest.

some day..
some day..

[marine_corpse]

Hey! i was going to ask who you are, mysterious livejournal friend, but i figured it out.

I just read something from a long time ago where i said to you that you'd be stuck with me, and you agreed. funny how things work out eh? How one can interact with someone in such a minimal way yet somehow faintly stay in touch with them for years, when on the other hand best friends have fallings out or just lose touch. (Thinking of examples in my own life for these; really)

I'm gonna be out west in december, we should hang out, I think. I still wanna be friends! ;)

[junko]

allo non mysterious man.

i do remember such. you were there to witness the wrath of dave. that is where these words unfolded.

what exactly did you read? do share...

i am living in oakland, ca. if you head west. do visit.

i am living the pseudo chinese life . we can eat a bowl of noodle soup...

[marine_corpse]

yeah, that's exactly when it happened. i wrote about that whole chapter of my life in the second issue of my zine. i'm not super into my writing from back then, but it's good to know what i was getting into and how i reflected on it.

i will definitely be in the bay area. soup sounds good. i'm kind of into free long distance phone calls after 9 or on weekends also, so, if you are we could do that some time too.

and you use periods as some sort of alternate comma. me too! *swoon*