it doesn't help much that im unhappy in this apartment.. where im constantly reminded of acts of violence and manipulation. and I cant get away from it
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just get me the hell out of here... I deserve to think again.. not rot my mind.
where is this ocean with its rhythmic waves? to which will set me back on track. vooshing this unwanted sickness from inhibiting and conquering my brain.
i had a dream this afternoon the same girl she threw herself at my mother buried herself in her begged her to hold her. next there was a little man who smashed cars for a living his only ambition was to light matches and distance me from my waking life.
my mind is not a muffler . nothing is being filtered through.. my mind is infected with toxic waste. so then it may be that i cannot coherently surface what lies within. and what lies within may as well be damaged now
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