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Jun 24, 2012 16:55

Title: this house no longer feels like home
Rating: M
Word Count: 4,027
Fandom: ASOIAF/GoT
Pairing: Ned/Catelyn
Notes: For the asoiafkinkmeme prompt: "'Take no wife...' AU where Ned is allowed to take the black, leading to angsty Ned/Cat."

Angst. Angst. And more angst. (BRB gotta write some happier stuff now!)

He thinks often of his vows. )

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lit_chick08 June 24 2012, 21:21:23 UTC
Oh, god, I am legitimately ugly crying right now. This is all so painful and heartbreaking and to hear Ned thinking he has no children and knowing it's a lie, and both he and Cat being in so much pain, not to mention his new panic at fathering a bastard on her...Jesus Christ, break my heart into a thousand pieces.

Don't you want to write a fun, happy sequel where Cat has a baby and the Wall falls and Ned comes home and I can stop sobbing?

Seriously, this is just incredible.

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juno_chan June 24 2012, 21:39:26 UTC
Thank yooooooou!!! Clearly, I hate joy. One of the prompts I got for the got_exchange was an AU where Ned is smarter and doesn't die but is able to be with his family/go home and I struggled to try and start it before choosing another prompt. This one was like "Oh look! Misery! *writes*"

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spiritan June 24 2012, 21:53:41 UTC
*Bows down to you ( ... )

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juno_chan June 25 2012, 00:52:36 UTC
Thank yoooooou!! Poor Arya, although having to marry Tommen is a far less terrible fate than having to marry Joffrey. And as Cat said, many things could change by the time that Arya and Tommen are of age.

Basically I was alllll about the angst this time around. XD

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oparu June 24 2012, 22:46:45 UTC
he does not trust his own resolve in that matter. It is easier with her sleeping, with his children sleeping, (I have no children, he reminds himself, that lie over and over) when he does not have to look in their eyes and turn his back.

I had some life left in me after the sex, but this...this killed me.

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juno_chan June 25 2012, 00:53:06 UTC
Hahahaha, apparently I can't write this scenario when it's happy and hopeful, only when it's all DOOM AND GLOOM. =( So many sads!

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juno_chan June 25 2012, 00:53:28 UTC
THANK YOOOOOU!!! TEARS KEEP ME YOUNG. XD

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workswithwords June 24 2012, 23:43:48 UTC
First Meg's Jon/Dacey, and now THIS. I am a gross sobbing mess right now.

Your Ned/Cat are always the most perfect, human, in characterizations I have ever read. Never stop writing them!

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juno_chan June 25 2012, 00:53:49 UTC
SUNDAYS ARE FOR TEARS, DONTCHA KNOW!

Awwww, thank you my dear!!! Blushing!

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