Bittersweet Fucks

[junobean]

I'm sick of the drama. I'm sick of the bullshit. I'm sick of the rumors, the lies, your technicolor dreams that your too greyscale to see. I'm sick of hearing you slander my friends behind their back. I'm sick of the paranoia that you're probably slandering me too. I'm sick of the lack of respect. I want to find peace of mind and a place

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[zoein]

I can't speak for everyone around here, but as for myself, it's not like i don't care. I have problems of my own to deal with, so i have to put everyone else on a back burner, which anyone i'm close to (if you can find anyone that i'm close to) will tell you that's a first.

YOu'll be missed when you leave, despite what you think.

[fifthring]

I won't make an excuse, you know me better than that. At least I hope so. I care about you more than I've said or will say. I've neglected our friendship. I'm sorry. I wish I could express that better but you're not here right now to talk to or hug and to see. I've missed you when I haven't seen you but say nothing because I don't want you to burden you. You have problems of your own without my help. In my attempt to be no burden I have neglected rather than avoided drama. I'm sorry.

[vetferret]

hey! chill the fuck out! there are ppl who care, and any time you need me to bitch at you i'm willing! Everybody needs to wake up and realize that this place is nowhere near perfect...it's not a little bubble where you can escape life! We may put on a good show but ppl are the same no matter where you go. Try doing what I do: don't care so damn much. Please remember that this is said in the most loving way possible...

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[junobean]

Gee, I always thought it was a good thing that I cared about people. I'm sorry if I was whiney that night. It's just... this place is starting to remind me of my damn high school. *shrugs* I guess I don't care about the situations anymore... but I will always care for you guys. And trust me, if I wanted to truly escape life I would have been dead four years ago. ^_^" Other than that... get the hell outta my bubble you goober, you. -_^